I walk into the house and up to my room. I don't feel like eating. I can't believe what just happened at work. I feel like an i***t. I should of known that that something was going to trigger a panic attack after seeing what happened at my place. I was even told that it would probably happen. I should of just listened to Dameon and stayed home instead of arguing with him. I hope he isn't mad at me. He seemed off when he picked me up from work. Though I'm not really sure because I have only known him for a couple days.
I go into the bathroom and draw a bath. I need to destress by relaxing in the bath hopefully. I go back to my room and search for pajamas to put on since I'm not going anywhere. I go back in and shut the water off and decide I want to find a good book to read while I'm relaxing. I need to escape reality for a little while and a book might help me do just that. I walk out of the room and see a maid dusting the paintings in the hall. I walk by her and go down the steps. I walk to the living room through the sitting room and walk over to the bookshelves to see if I can find the book that I saw the first time I was in here. I wanted to see if there was anything I can find more about what I am. I search the shelves and find It on the top shelf not where it was the last time I saw it. I get the book down and head back up to my room.i set the book on the floor next to the tub. I strip my clothes and climb into the bathtub. I grab the book and open it to the first page. I start reading and get lost in the book, before I know it three hours have passed and the water is cold. The book says pretty much what Dameon said about Phoenix's. It does give a description of what my powers might be. I could control fire, essentially be immortal with only one way to kill me. I could also have the power of telekinesis. I close up the book and get out. I put my pajamas on and walked down to the kitchen since I haven't eaten anything since my lunch break. I make myself some French toast and eggs.