Three Hearts

Chapter15

After that conversation we had, I kept on thinking on many things. On the days and years that I let it go, expecting her to go back to me, for everything that she have been through just for me I still expect her to go back in my life. But then, I didn’t expect that the moment she came back, I wasn’t welcome in her life anymore.

“Sir, you still have meeting this coming 2pm”- My secretary said to me on the other side of the line

“Okay, send me the document for this meeting”- I said to her, I really forgot about the meeting and I was pre-occupied of my thoughts

“On the way sir”- She said and hang up

After a while she was already knocking on the door and I just let her in. She lends three folders for this feeling and I don’t if I already studied this.

“Can I ask you a question?”- I ask her while she was waiting for my next thing to ask her to do

“Anything sir”- She simply said to me

“What would you want to do to accept again the first person that broke you?”- I ask her, because I know for myself that I broke her

“I don’t know, it’s hard to forget someone who have your heart for a long time and specially it is also hard to forget someone who broke it”- She said to me like she was really feeling the things that I ask her

“But it doesn’t answer the question. What would I do to make it up to her?” I said to myself

“Just think of a ways or things that make her feel love, or do the things that you didn’t do to her when she was still yours”- I didn’t know that she was still paying attention to what I was saying

“Thank you. You may leave and have a rest, I will call you later if I still need anything”- I said to her and she just nod and left

After of lots of time of reading on those three folders that I think I already did for about a third time today, because all of what I was reading is familiar.

“Please prepare the conference room for the meeting”- I said to the phone

If to think of the suggestion of my secretary, I think I should get back with my cooking. I still remember the time when she always cheers me up and always the first person to taste my pastries, she has a sweet tooth and she likes to eat a lot.

“I think that’s all I need you to revise, you may leave now”- I said to my secretary, I was still in the conference room, I waited for everyone to leave before I instruct my secretary to revise some part of it that I think she could handle.

Because for now, I need to go to the grocery and buy everything I need for my plan on having her back in my life. After preparing my stuff, I leave the company building immediately because I know the last meeting was the last thing I need to do for this day and I already did my last assignment in my work, if only I didn’t have anything to do. I would revise those papers myself, but she is more important than revising those papers.

I need to buy lots of baking flour, regular flour, a lot of white, brown, and powdered sugar. Also some dutch processed cocoa powder, eggs, white chocolate, dark chocolate, unsalted butter and cream cheese. I put that in my cart, and I was still thinking of anything that I need for my cake, aww. Also a mayonnaise, espresso powder, stout, vanilla, baking powder and baking soda.

After getting everything for my sweet tooth, I need to buy something to cook. I remember she loves pork adobo with hardboiled egg. I remember when she was depressed she eats pancit canton with sunny side up.

I also know that her comfort foods are this that’s why I need to be prepared in case she wants to eat something. I also want to buy some red wine if ever I am craving for steak or something, but then I will just ordered some in online.

“10,550 pesos sir”- The cashier said to me and I just give her my credit card

After the grocery time I went immediately to the house since I need to start cooking and thinking of ways on how to make her come here in the house and ask her to have a dinner with me.

Actually I don’t know if I still have the ability to cook like before, I mean when I was still in college having fun with her she always ask me to cook something for her, sometimes she will barged in the house wanting to have a brunch because she was left alone just like me.

I don’t know why I felt the feeling of loved when she already left. I should’ve been falling in love with her a long time ago, but I was too blinded of my goal. And my goal wasn’t her, it was her best friend. I mean, Aella was beautiful but she was not that sociable and not that well known.

While I was growing up I wanted to be the man that can be jealous of any other guy and I was almost like that. I have my good visuals, good reputation, good grades, being rich were of course included and all I need was a perfect girl standing right next to me. And she was not the girl I was imagining but she was the girl that thought me the true meaning of true love.

When she was still away, I remember how she laughs it was so genuine, she smiles every time she smells the cooking smell of cake or any kind of foods. Oww God, why didn’t I appreciated the person next to me and always wanted the best for me, I just need another chance to win her again and if I succeed I won’t lose her again.