Two Alphas, One Human

What was I thinking?

Astrid-

I can’t believe this is going to happen! It has been so long since I have been with anyone. My first boyfriend took my virginity in high school but I ended it when he decided to go to college out of state. We both knew that it would never work long distance. Here I am, following a man that I don’t even know back to his hotel to have an amazing night of s*x. At least, I hope so. That would really suck it ended up being bad s*x. Oh god, what if that is his one major flaw?! 

He led me up to his hotel room and it was amazing. This man must be loaded or he likes to spurge. The hotel room was huge. It had a massive bed in it and I am going to assume the bathroom was just as luxurious. 

“Come on in and make yourself at home. Do you want to watch a movie or pick up where we left off?”

“I would really love to pick things back up again.” Did I just say that? Who is this girl?

He came directly to me and started kissing me again. It was just as amazing as before but there was a different energy to it. I started to lift his shirt up and he finished by pulling it completely over his head. He was just as glorious as I thought he would be. His toned abs were right there in front of my eyes. I reached out slid my hands down his chest to his belt buckle.

He reached down and lifted my chin up to look into his eyes. I was a goner. Just that little move alone made me wetter than ever. He began to kiss me again and I felt his fingers glide down my sides until they reached the hem of my shirt. He gently lifted it up until it was completely off. I stood up so that he would not see my stomach rolls as much. Thankfully, he continued to kiss me deeply and didn’t say anything. 

I began to unbuckle his jeans and slide them off slowly. His member sprang out towards me. It was shockingly large and hard. I have never seen one be so big or hard before. I cannot wait to ride him until I am left screaming. He quickly stepped out of his jeans and began to pull mine down. I was so self-conscious but I needed him. I let him continue until I stood there only in my bra. 

He made quick work of it and it was floating towards my feet before I even realized what was happening. He took my right breast into his hand and I swear I heard him growl. I looked up into his eyes and they flashed black. It was the scariest and sexiest thing I have ever seen. I pulled his face down to mine and kissed him. Then I made my way down to his neck and he truly did growl when I hit the base of his neck. He pushed me onto the bed and continued to pull and twist my n*****s in his fingers. Then his mouth was sucking my left n****e so intensely. I could have came right then and there if he wanted me too. 

I am not sure when he put the condemn on but I am glad that he took care of that already. “Are you ready?” Yes, daddy! “Yes, please.” He entered me in one gentle thrust. He filled me instantly. I have never felt so full in my life. He began his thrusting harder into me. I was a moaning mess. I could feel my juices soaking him and the sheets. He pumped into my faster and harder. He began to growl slightly with every thrust. “Are you ready?.” I shouted. “Let go, baby.” We finished in an explosive ending. I just laid there breathing hard and was memorized. 

He disposed of the condemn and laid down beside me. “That was great! Thank you for tonight.” I can’t believe that I just thanked him for f*****g me. 

“It was pretty good. You are free to leave whenever you feel like it.”

What? Did he just really say that? I know that he said that he was only in town for the weekend but that was very harsh. “Umm..okay. Could we maybe met up tomorrow?”

“No, I think it would be best if we never spoke to each other again. Look, this was fun but I am not looking for any type of relationship. You aren’t my normal go to anyways.”

“Your normal go to?” I can’t wrap my head around what he is saying to me. It’s not like I thought that this would turn into anything but I thought we might be able to have dinner tomorrow. 

“Yeah, I normally don’t date or hook up with big girls. I prefer pretty, slim, tall girls. Not short, dumpy, chubby girls. I don’t think I will ever sleep with another chubster again.”

I just sat there. I sat there quietly, like an i***t. I have never been so embarrassed in my life. What did I get myself into? I really don’t want to bend over in front of him to get my clothes on. I don’t want to embarrass myself anymore thanI already have. I wish that I could just curl up in a ball and die. 

“Look, I didn’t mean to hurt you. I am just trying to be honest with you.” 

“Could you please give me some privacy while I get dressed?”

“Sure. I will be down in the lobby. I am sorry that it ended like this.”

No the f**k you aren’t. You don’t care at all. You are not hurt at all. You bastard. 

As soon as he was out of the room, I jumped up and grabbed my clothes. I dressed as quickly as I possibly could and then left that room. I ran out of the elevator, tears streaming down my face, and tried my hardest to not run into that asshole. I almost succeeded but he was in front of me before I even knew what happened. I just shouldered passed him and got to my car. I cried all of the way home.