Dreams

1938 Words
That was the longest shift that I have ever worked in my life. It felt like it was never going to end. I could not stop thinking about that man. I kept replaying my stupid conversation over and over again. I will remember that for the rest of my life. How uncool could I have possibly been?!  My home is not grand but it is mine. It is a small one bedroom home. It has wood siding that I painted white over the summer and black shutters. The porch has teal flower pots all over it with beautiful flowers. That is one of the good things about living here. It stays warm all the way through December so I can grow flowers longer.  The front door is a bright yellow. I wanted it to be inviting to visitors. It has an old screen door on it that I love to use. There is something about how the autumn breeze smells that just makes me happy.  The inside is painted white and has bright pops of colors. In my living room I have a small space for all of my dried herbs. I love gardening and using natural remedies. I have jar after jar of dried things lined up on the shelves. Each one is so important to me.  My small kitchen has just one section of counter top that I use every single day. Cooking is one of my passions also. Baking, more specifically. A bad day can melt away with a warm brownie. It is small but it is home. It is my happy place.  I decide to get a pot of water boiling to make some Mac n cheese and I hop into the shower quickly. I just leave the door open so I can still see the stove. It’s a perk of having such a tiny home. I wash my hair with my favorite vanilla shampoo and use a lavender body wash that I make myself. It’s so relaxing. By the time I am done, my water is boiling and ready for me. I jump into my favorite sweat pants and oversized t-shirt and go finish my food.  When the noodles are done, I curl up in front on the tv and turn on my favorite show. Supernatural is the best show. The early seasons are my favorite and I rewatch them over and over agin. I bet mystery man could keep up with the boys. I doubt that he could fit into the back of their car though. The Impala would not work.    What is wrong with me? Why can’t I shake this man? Sedrick: I am almost home. Atlanta traffic is the worst thing ever. I will never understand why people decide to live so close together. I am not going to be making that drive again. Of course, Blaze has something to say about that. Every time I try to let him in, I am hit with the whole mate conversation. I am not going to go back there. I am just going to enjoy my time with Star. She is perfect to be a Luna. She is tall, slim, and smart. She went to USC and knows how to command everyones attention.  I am going to mind link her now and tell her to meet me in my room. I need to f**k someone to get this girl off of my mind. I can’t seem to let go of those honey eyes. They just suck you in and I can’t seem to escape them.  Luckily, Star is up and ready to go. She will be waiting in my room for me. I just need to fill in Sebastian very quickly and then I can get down to business. This girl is perfect for me. I may need to mark her soon and claim her. I know Seb will be pissed but she is the right one. He can take his own chosen mate and never realize that our fated mate was some cashier from a small town a few hours away.  “He will never forgive you if he finds out. You are putting your relationship with your brother at risk.” “How would he find out? It’s not like he ever goes down there. He has no reason to find out anything. Keep the information to yourself. Don’t go blabbing to Slade.” He cuts our connection after that. I know that Blaze doesn’t like Star but this is ridiculous. He has never been one to cut our connection over a disagreement.  Thank Goddess, I am finally home. I can’t wait to get in bed with Star.  I am greeted in the entryway by my brother Sebastian.“Brother, you are back! How did the meeting go? Anything, that I need to know?”  I quickly respond with no and that it wasn’t even needed. It was a complete waste of time for us all to be called together. Alpha Derick can keep his own pack under control just fine.  Sebastian looks at me like he can tell that I am hiding something. I hate when he looks at me like that. He luckily doesn’t say anything and I go on my way. I race up the stairs and can smell Star before I open my door., Her smell use to drive me crazy but now it just smelled cheap and like old flowers. What the hell is wrong with me? I open the door and there she is. She is radiant in anything that she wears but what she has on right now is breath taking. Her red lingerie barely covers anything and the red pumps are sky-high. They make her butt perky and her legs look longer that possible.  She is laying on my bed waiting for me. I waste no time and start stripping my shirt off. She sit sup and spins her legs over the side of the bed so that I can stand between them. She helps me tear the buttons off and then scratches her long fake nails up my chest. She lets out a moan that makes my d**k twitch. “Are you ready baby?”, she asks. I don’t even answer her. I just start undoing her bra and let her perky fake breasts bounce right out. Her n*****s are a perfect light rose color. I twist and pinch them in my fingers while kissing her deeply.  She begins to undo my belt and pants while I continue to play with her n*****s. Before I know it, my pants are pulled down and my d**k springs forth. She takes me into her hands and begins her assault. I can feel every pull and push but for some reason, I just can’t get there. It feels good but not great. I quickly flip her onto her stomach and take control. I pull her hips up to my manhood and slam into her. She cries out in pure happiness. She feels sick and warm. I continue to pound her as hard as I can. I can feel the mattress slowly moving under us and my shins hit the railing of the bed.  I can’t get off though. All of her moaning is doing nothing for me. She is screaming that she is going to c*m soon but I am not ready. Suddenly, there is Astrids face popping up in my mind. I can only think about how big her breasts must be under that t-shirt she had on. They looked massive. I bet her n*****s are round and inviting. I would love to have a handful to squeeze and massage as I pound into her. To her soft moans as I ravage her. I can’t stop my orgasm as it pours out of me into the condom. Star finishes quickly by yelling out my name.  I can’t believe that just happened. I couldn’t get off without thinking of her. What is the Moon Goddess doing to me? Sebastian: I can sense my brothers unease. He had to drive down to Appling for Alpha Derrick’s meeting about the rogue training. It should be a simple meeting but I can sense that Sed is on edge. He should actually be on his way home. I can’t seem to mind link him either.  My wold is pacing in my mind. He is never restless like this. “Dammit Sed, answer me.” No response.  “I am fine. I stopped for gas and got distracted.” Finally, a reply for him. “What the hell has you on edge? Slade is worked up too.” “Nothing, I handled it. See you in a few hours.” I hate when he doesn’t include me on things. I am Alpha too. He has no right to keep me out of situations. Especially, if they have him and his wolf on edge.  I am going to have to talk to him about this again. The last time I brought it up and it didn’t go well. He can’t keep bringing up the fact that he is older. Ten minutes is not enough to hold over someone. He is just mad because I won’t agree to mate with Star. I want to find our mate. I know that she is out there and she is the one that we need as our Luna. Not some fake bimbo.  Star is nice to people only when she wants something. I cannot trust her to be equal to all of our different pack members. She treats the omegas like they are her personal servants and I cannot stand for that. I won’t tolerate it. Our pack deserves more, we deserve more.  Well, speak of the devil. She just walked into our office without even knocking. “You need to knock before entering.” “Oh come one Seb, you know that I don’t mean any harm. I will be Luna soon enough and then I really won’t have to knock.” I can’t be quiet anymore. “You will never be Luna while I am here. You are not our fated mate and I will not accept you.” “You should give me a chance to show you what I can do for both of you.” Great. She is now coming to walk around my desk. I can’t believe she just sat on her desk and spread her legs so that I am sitting between them. “Please remove yourself from my desk, Star. I do not want you in any type of romantic way.” “Who said that it has to be romantic? It can just be physical. I can give you strong pups. I know that you want a family Seb.” “Not with you I don’t and, now, remove yourself before I remove you.” She finally takes the hint and leaves me alone. She is probably going to go wait on my brother to get home. He mind linked me that He will be here anytime now. I think I will go wait in the entryway for him to get an update about the meeting before he disappears into that woman for the night.  I hear his car pull into the drive and wait for him to open the door. I know just by how he is looking at me that something is wrong. Something happened. I tried to ask him about the meeting and he gave me the same bullshit response about how the meeting wasn’t necessary but he is hiding something. I can tell. I will find out what it is.  
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