Love was Affecting

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Danyal POV I got up in the morning and the beautiful face in front of me was not allowing my eyes to look for any other thing. I was feeling happy and peaceful in my heart after so long. This girl has changed my life. I enjoyed my life after a long time. My emotions for her has changed now. Meanwhile she got up but she was looking embarrassed. I tried to calm her down. But she reacted so weird. She was behaving as it was a mistake. I was considering last night the best night of my life and here she was ashamed of it?. I got up had a shower and I was thinking about all this. When I came out she looked uncomfortable I knew what was it. I was angry with her still I tried to control it. I didn't want to show my anger to her. she slept after having breakfast and I went for the meeting. Although The day was hectic but still I was thinking about her. I called her and she was fine . I felt relieved. I wanted to be with her as soon as possible. I didn't know why my heart was forcing me for that but yeah I kind of started liking her. Initially I thought it was because of desire for her but now I know even after getting her my feelings haven't changed. It wasn't only the attraction. Her strong personality has turned me soft for her. After I get back to room I was much tired. I slept immediately after having dinner. I knew she didn't like me much so I slept on couch. In the morning I got up and she was sleeping and was looking so beautiful. I still am confused about my feelings. I didn't want to develop hard feelings for her. I get too much attached with everyone and I always get hurt because of that. I was so much attached with my parents and what happened then? After she got up we got ready and I ordered breakfast while she was getting ready. After that we went and I was happy listening to that I got the project. In the evening we went to visit city after taking rest. We were too much tired. I lye down on couch but The feeling of last night with her in same room was making me feel uncomfortable. I then forced her to sleep in my arms. I didn't want to but my heart wasn't listening to me . The next day we got up and get ready. During the way to Airport she didn't say anything. Why? I thought of asking this in flight. But she wasn't answering. Danyal '' Tell me what happened? Why aren't you saying anything? '' Abeeha '' I am feeling tired. I want to take some rest. '' I didn't disturb her then. After we came out of airport she hugged Hashim so happily and I felt so much anger in me. I wanted to beat Hashim for touching her like that. But She has the right. She loves him after all. She didn't even say good bye to me. I felt so bad. She was ignoring me and I was getting hurt. But I went for home and slept there. I remembered her face. Last time she was with me on this bed. I tried to sleep but her behavior was still making me restless. I then called her many times but she wasn't picking it up. I wanted to go to her home immediately but May Be I was over thinking. I then grabbed a drink for me and was having it. Why I am getting so much affected by her? I have met with so many girls but why is she controlling my head. I was unable to think about anything else. It means I actually fell in love with her. Oh God I don't believe this I fell in love with her. This was answering my questions and I felt calm in heart after admitting that she is the special one for me. I can't live without her. Last week I had developed a habit of her and I think I am addicted to her. What should I do now?/Should I go propose her now? Or should I wait till morning? How would I say this to her. ? I should make it memorable for her. I Was thinking about my future with her. A perfect family. I will give her everything. I will make her happy. I won't hurt her. But will she be happy with me? She said she loves me then why did she slept with me so easily. She never resisted much. She behaved differently with me. She cared for me. She might love me too. Otherwise my touch shouldn't affect her much. But why were she angry? I should apologize for everything first. I picked up my phone and called her. She didn't pick it up. I went back to sleep. I got up late in the morning and my headache was too much. I asked the maid for medicine and after that I called Hashim and i wanted to ask him about Abeeha so I indirectly asked him and he told me that she had just arrived. I got up immediately and took a shower and changed my dress and went out. I didn't have my breakfast. I wanted to tell her about my feelings as soon as possible. I know she was angry but I will apologize for everything. As I entered happily in office I looked around and She was laughing with Hashim. I hate that. Why was she talking to him like that? she had always been so serious with me and with him she looks much frank and comfortable. I stared at them and went into my office. She had spoiled my mood badly. I asked her to come to office immediately. As she entered I kissed her passionately as a punishment but she threw me away. The next moment I felt a slap on my cheek. I was getting angry but I didn't know How I controlled that. I wanted to know reason for her anger and as she told me I was feeling bad. she misunderstood every thing. I never imagined my lie will change the situation. I never meant to hurt her. I begged her for love but she rejected me. She went out saying that she love someone else. I felt so much pain in my heart. I stayed there and after a long time tears rolled down my eyes. I know she loves me. Why did she become soft after seeing me like that? Why is she hurting me like that? I know I hurt her but this was not fair. Rejecting me like that. After that I got up washed my face and placed glasses on my eyes. I didn't want anyone to know that I cried. I went back to home. I started drinking and I was thinking about all that. I should ask her straight forward now. I got up and went for her home. I had her address since first day. But i had never been there. Anyhow I went to her home. It wasn't so big but comfortable. I knocked the door and she opened it. Abeeha '' You?? What are you doing her?? '' Danyal '' I wanted to apologize for my mistake. I didn't mean to hurt you. '' Abeeha '' I don't need your apology just stay away from me. I don't like you. '' Danyal '' You are lying. Why don't you say all this looking into my eyes? '' I stepped in and moved towards her. She was taking steps back. Abeeha '' Why don't you understand? I have no feelings for you. Don't waste your time. I am interested in someone else.'' Danyal '' Don't you dare say that. Look at your face. Why are you breathing fast. My presence affect you so much already. '' Abeeha '' You are misjudging everything. '' Danyal '' Prove it then.'' I grasped her waist and pulled her towards me. Her heart beat fastened. She tried to resist but I pushed her against wall. Danyal '' Now tell me why your heart beat fastened? Why are you breathing heavily? '' I then tried to kiss her and she stopped me and pushed me back. Abeeha '' You are drunk. '' Danyal ''Just a little. '' I sat on the couch and i was feeling thirsty so I asked her for water. I don't remember anything after that . I got up in the morning and She was in my arms. I looked around the room. It was her bedroom. Her beautiful pictures were there. Many medals were hanging on wall too. There was a picture of her with a couple they must be her parents. Her eyes were similar to her mother. I then looked at her. She was still sleeping as usual grasping my shirt. She got up in a while looked at me. Looked around and then immediately got up. Abeeha '' Who do you think you are? You entered my house drunk and forced me to sleep with you. '' Danyal '' I don't remember anything after I asked for water. I swear. '' Abeeha '' You are sick. Now get up and get out before my friend gets back home. '' Danyal '' I offered you breakfast first time you stayed at my home and you are throwing me away. What kind of hospitality is that? I am hungry and here you are fighting with me. '' she was thinking about something. Danyal '' If you are not comfortable I will leave then. Don't worry. '' I tried to get up and go away. Abeeha '' No no you can stay here. I will make breakfast. '' Danyal '' How lucky I am. '' I got up and freshened up myself. I came outside her room. I looked around her living room. It was small but well decorated. She made breakfast and I had it with her. She looked calm now. I thought of apologizing. Danyal '' Listen Abeeha I know i lied to you but It didn't mean that I used you.'' Abeeha '' Please stop it. I don't want to listen anything about that.'' Danyal '' No no. You have to listen to me please. Just give me one chance of explanation. please . '' She looked into my eyes and agreed. Abeeha '' Okay '' I told her everything. She acted calmly. Danyal '' I know you don't believe me but please give me one chance. I love you so much. '' Abeeha '' The thing you are Calling love might be just physical attraction. A guy like you fell in love with me an ordinary. I don't have a same status as you. I don't believe this. I can't trust you.'' Danyal '' Tell me what should I do so that you will trust me? I will do whatever you want..'' Abeeha '' Okay then for the next month you will behave decently. No yelling . You will respect every girl .And moreover I am happy with Hashim. You should stay away from us. '' Danyal '' What type of condition is this? You will stay with him and I won't bear that. Don't you understand. I can't see you with him. '' Danyal '' Well love is actually making your loved ones happy even if they are happy without you. '' Danyal '' I can't do that. '' Abeeha '' okay then cancel the contract. '' I can't do that either . Because of that she won't be able to leave me. Danyal '' Okay I am agreed to first condition. Next month I will behave like a good boy. But I have a condition too. '' Abeeha '' What?? '' Danyal '' As you see if I fulfill the conditions You will be mine. So I won't like my girl being touched by some one else . Do whatever you want to but keep a distance from Hashim till then. I promise If i failed I will cancel the contract and won't interfere with your life again. '' Abeeha '' Promise '' Danyal '' Promise.'' Now I would do all this and she will be mine after this month. I was happy finally she agreed at least. I got up and went out of her house then.
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