Your my all my forever and always

Its 11:30 pm on thanksgiving in 2012 and my phone starts ringing while i am waiting in line to do my black friday shopping.  Ring ring ring I see my friend joe is calling me  “Hello” i say  “Hey, so we have been friends for years and i want to date you” he says  “Uh uhm joe, i dont know” i say  “Please Amber, talk to my friend john. He will tell you i am right for you” joes says  “Ok” was all i could say “Hey” this manly voice comes threw  “Hey” i say gosh his voice melts my heart and makes me feel butterflies  “Whats up” he says  “Not much waiting in these long lines for black friday” i say  “Oh yea me too. Anyway i am supposed to tell you that joe is a good guy and he will treat you right” john says  “Ok but promise me” i say “I promise he should” john says  “Okay” was all i could say john and i continued to talk for a couple hours  I learned he is battling a pill addiction, he has 2 kids, his baby mom is a bit crazy and loves to attack him.  I told him how i have no kids and i am 18 but i love kids very much and would love to have kids and he told me he is 24 will be 25 in april  After him and i get off the phone joe calls me and joe and I decided to give it a go Over the next month its all going good until i get a call from joe and i answer but on the phone is a girl “Who is this” i say  “Kayle” she says  “Who are you?” She asks me  “Amber” i say “Well Amber joe just cheated on you and has been with me!” She says  “Arent you with John” i ask dumbfounded  “Yes well he is in rehab” she says  “Wow, so while he is getting help your being a hoe and cheating on him! While he is trying to better him self and his life! Your pathetic! Put joe on the phone” i say “Sorry but he is busy!” She says  “Okay well then tell him we are done!!!!” I say and hang up the phone  Ugh good guy my ass what a joke he is no different than other guys in my past I spend Christmas and new years with my family and Valentines i spent alone not because i am ugly but just because I decided i dont need a man to hurt me anymore  Now we are headed towards easter *ding ding ding* My phone goes off  I pick up my phone  You have a new friend request i click on it and i am baffled at who i see sent me a friend request its none other than john!’  “Heeee” i yell as i hit accept  I scan threw his pictures and he is absolutely adorable  Before long i get a message from him  “Hey” he says  “Hey, whats up?” I reply  “I am so sorry i didnt know he would cheat on you!” John replys  “No its okay. Your right you had no idea he would do it. No hard feelings towards you. But i am not happy with him or your baby mom!” I say “Me either. Just know i am getting better every day and i now live with my sister” he says  We continue to talk for weeks before we decide to date  He comes to pick me up to go back to baby sit his kids with him and he looks absolutely adorable in his white shirt, blue jeans, sun glasses, white sneakers, and hat  He casually walks up to me with a shy smile and i cant help but smile brightly  “Hey” he says  “Hey” i say “You ready?” He asks  “Yes just let me grab my weekend bag” i say as i run up the driveway to grab my phone  On my way back to him i notice he is around my height at 5ft 3 bright baby blue eyes he is skinny but muscular and very nice. Oh this is the first time we meant in person i forgot to say that.  We get into the back of the truck because his friend Aaron drove him to pick me up  And he wants to sit beside me we go about 2 miles and he pulls me in for a kiss and holds me  Gosh his lips are so soft i kiss him back and once we pull apart i cant help but smile at him  We talk all the way to his baby moms house and once we arrive she is ready to go to the bar  “Dont have s*x in my bed any where else but my bed” kayle says and i chuckle  She leaves and him and i sit on the couch and hang out with the kids until its time to put them to bed  We get jayda and dravon into bed and head back down stairs  We start kissing and his touch is driving me wild. This man will be the death of me  We spend like an hour kissing and touching each others bodies but i am wet and i want him so bad i have never wanted a man as bad as i do now.  I am shy i wont ask him but he must know what i want he takes my hand leading me threw the house grabbing a condom because i already told him he has to wear one  He leads me into a bedroom and i smile at him “She said her bed was off limits so lets break it in” he says and i laugh bc i thought the same thing when she said her bed was off limits  He gently takes my clothes off as if i am fragile and will break he lays me down and undresses himself he throws on the condom and he is so gentle with me  “f**k this condom hurts” he says  “Im sorry” i say shyly “No its okay your just so tight it hurts.” He says  “Imma take it off” he says  I just shake my head yes  “Are you sure?” He asks  “Yes” i say  He pulls out takes the condom off and puts his shaft back into me  “Gosh your so tight it feels so good!” He says  “Well you feel absolutely amazing inside me” i say  He keeps going until we both get off but it doesn’t take long at all.  We both get dressed and head back down stairs where we cuddle and watch a movie together until the bars close down