Love Through Music

Chapter 11

| 3 months later|

                                                                        •ADDISYNN•

Swaying my body to the music I write down some lyrics that came to mind.

"Hey". Denise said walking through the front door scaring me half to death.

"Denise I almost pissed myself". I said causing us both to laugh.

"I'm sorry but I came to talk about when you're going to be able to do some live performances because people have been asking me". She said taking her shoes off and pulling her feet up on the couch.

"A few days after I give birth but I need you to hire my a nanny that can travel so when I'm performing they can watch the baby". I said looking back down at my notebook.

"I actually already started on that because I knew you weren't going to let her be away from you that long".She said with a small laugh and I rolled my eyes playfully.

"Also I don't want anyone to know about my baby that means no post and no pictures". I said looking over at her.

"Why". She asked with a confused look.

"I want at least a little bit of her childhood to be as normal as possible I don't need cameras all in her face or her all over the news and blogs until I'm ready". I said and she nodded.

After that it was quiet and out of no where it felt like I peed on myself.

"Oh my gosh". I said causing her to quickly look over at me.

"What, what happened". She asked quickly standing up.

"Can you please go to the back and get my hospital bag and meet me in the car". I ask standing up from the couch.

"You're not going to change". She asked stopping halfway on her way to the back.

"Not to sound like a b***h but does it look like I have time for that I'm in pain". I said rubbing my stomach.

"Right". She said before running to the back.

Grabbing my car keys I go to the car and get in the passenger side waiting for her to come out.

After a few minutes she came out locking the door and getting in the car tossing the bag in the back. Leaning back I do my breathing techniques as she drives to the hospital.

|8 hours later|

"So is there anything you want to say to your daughter before she gets here". Denise asked holding the camera towards me.

"Hey sweetie I just want you to know that I love you so much". I said smiling at the camera before she cut it off.

"I'm a little tired so I'm going to take a nap". I said and she nodded taking a seat on the couch.

|30 minutes later|

Opening my eyes I see the doctor walked in dressed up.

"Okay let's get this baby out of there". She said sitting in front of me.

"On the count of three I want you to give my big pushes okay". She said and I nod my head looking over at Denise who was filming this moment.

"Say hi to your daughter". She said and I gave her a small smile before waving.

"One...Two...Three". She said and I started pushing.

"UHHHH". I yelled holding on to the side of the bed rail.

After a few more pushes the pressure I once felt was released and I threw my head back.

I could hear the baby crying before they placed her on my chest. I looked down at her  and before you know it I was crying. They wiped her off a little before suctioning our her nose and mouth.

"Aww she's beautiful". Denise said moving her face from behind the camera.

"Thank you". I said looking over at her with a smile.

"Oh girl let me fix your hair cause I'm about to take y'all picture". Denise said as she stopped recording and pulled a brush and spray bottle out of her bag.

Pressing the button the bed lifts up and I let her start on my hair.

After a few minutes she was done.

"Alright say cheese". She said holding her phone up and I smiled.

She looked down at the picture smiling before walking over to me showing me.

"You did an amazing job". Denise said rubbing my hand.

"Thank you and thank you for being here with me". I said grabbing her hand lightly squeezing it.

There was a knock on the door and I looked over seeing the nurse walk in.

"Can we go ahead and get a name please". He asked standing up on the side of the bed.

"Her name is Blu Rose Wong". I said said and he wrote it down before letting me sign the paper.

"So you gave her his last name and that's a beautiful name". Denise asked and I shrugged.

"Yeah just so she can have a little part of him in her life". I said playing with her fingers.

For the rest of the time we talked about work and when I will get back in the studio.

But In the midst of Denise talking I looked down at Blu.

This is my heart in human form...