I couldn’t help but feel discarded. Something I thought that was beautiful and everlasting, was just a game. I mean why else would Bane do this? I just can’t understand it all. It makes me regret having s*x with him and being so vulnerable with him. I stopped when I got far enough into the forest. I unbuttoned Banes' shirt and threw it to the floor. I let Amethyst take over and shifted into my huge wolf. I watched as Amethyst ran through the trees, feeling free. We ran and ran and ran and ran until we couldn’t anymore. Once she got tired, we made our way back towards the castle. I needed to still be near Bane, even though part of me was really hurt by everything that has happened so far. Amethyst walked back towards our clothes, knowing we had to get back to Bane. All of a sudden,

