Bound By Love

So I got married as per my parents wish. I really thought that this possibly is a phase and once I'm married I would snap out of it and be like ' NORMAL '. But.... After the marrige I tried to get comfortable with the new relation my parents forced me into. He was a good man and a very lovely family, all a girl could ever want, just... wasn't the life ' I ' wanted. But I tried to accept it as what it is. I had to, I was trying to do right by everyone but myself. But ofcause you can pretend in front of the world that everything's fine, but not to youself. And it was frustrating, I was suffering. I was so tired of pretending to be someone I never was. Not that log after the marriage I managed to get a job a good one and paid of all the loans my parents took and looked for jobs abroad so I can move and be myself, but there is always a catch and in my case I have to come clean to my husband because I didn't want to be an a** and just disappear one day without any explanation, whatever the circumstances he is a great guy and he deserves better. So that's what I did. I told him I'm a non-binary personal and I can't do this anymore, that I can't be who he want me to be and it's definitely not fair for the both of us. So I got a divorce and left after letting my parents know I'm moving away and told them that " I don't feel like a girl or a boy and I don't wanna wear girls cloths and hair and do the stuffs a girl is expected to do by the society, that I can never be what our society want me to be and told them that I like girls and I won't put any of them into shame because of my life choices, so that I won't ever disturb them by my presence " via a letter, yes I was not that brave. And I requested now my ex-husband if we can keep it between the family, well I don't think he would want to broadcast to the world that his wife left him for sexuality either. Though I kept in contact with Kichu and Akshay. My besties. Let them know my life and kept track of my family and friends back home. Even though all I want is to escape my past, I don't want to cut them off. I love them too much to completely cut them out of my life. Except for Kichu and Akshay no one knew about my warehouse or any detail regarding me back home.