And there started my life.
I was at Canada. I worked my a** off for a year, got a promotion, saved money and started learning new things that I wanted to learn for whole my life.
I learned piano & violin, made some videos of me playing those.
And I started a YouTube channel just to document my life achievements that once were my dreams.
I would document any new thing that I learned or came across.
I wanted to have those memories permanently. I wanted proof that I lived my life to the fullest as possible.
I got a top surgery because having boobs felt uncomfortable and not myself.
I shaved my head ( my life time wish... you see I have never shaved my head in my life because my parents never approved, not because i was a girl but I had thick long straight beautiful black hair that everyone wanted. I was naturally gifted with my shiny black hair that everyone wanted not me though. I always wanted short hair ) and only grew them short.
I changed my name to Nish Mini Chandran.
I created a new insta account because I'm a new person now.
I put a grave stone on the old one saying
""Nisha M C -Born 1 Feb 1997
- Died -27 April 2020 ""
And I constantly travelled the world, both work related and just visiting places.
Done sky diving, surfing, zip lining, learned swimming.
Started working-out hard. Made myself a pretty impressive body I would say.
My surgical scars slowly started to fade.
I got comfortable with being half naked and showing off my body because,
1. I practically look like a guy.
2. Well I wanted to.
Also I expertised in sky diving, got myself a license. Did some rock climbing and some adventure stuffs.
Documented every single one of them onn YouTube.
Explored my gaydom.
Turned out I'm supergay after all.
I've lived in 4 cities and settled down in Canada because that's where I belong. Besides my only family away from India and the greatest gift of a best friend Evan.
I met Evan back when I first moved here.
He was my colleague but soon we became best friends. I told him my whole story and hee accepted me for who I am and all of me.
I was always welcome to his family. They treated me like a part of their family.
He always dragged me around to parties etc, etc...
Never leaves me alone, kind of annoying actually but I was happy to have him.
He always been there for me.
He's one of the reasons I came back to Canada and settled down.
I came back here to attend his wedding.
His now wife Angie is a sweetheart. He actually met her through me. She's like a sister to me.
They been dating for almost 4 years. They have a two year old cute little baby girl with emarald green eyes and red hair, happy accidents.. right?... straight couple problems.
They made me her godparent.
She's a sweet little soul and I absolutely love her.
But it took him almost 4 years to finally ask her to marry him.
They always been crazy for each other. And they are now expecting their second child.