[Harry's POV] Dr. Brown would be so pissed if she could see me right now. I mean, probably not pissed, don't think psychiatrists actually get pissed. She would be disappointed. Bothered. Perhaps even a little upset. But not pissed. Getting pissed is my job. I'm the bloody patient, the one who is f****d up, who's supposed to get so f*****g angry I could break some things and do some s**t I would probably regret in the morning. Well, look, Dr. Brown, if I'm here choosing stuff, it wouldn't be my choice to have a f*****g next morning to wake up and regret my actions, but it's not like I bloody have a say on this, do I? I'd kill to be gone during my sleep, so I wouldn't have to wake up to this f*****g pain and face this empty f*****g feeling all over again, but there's people I've let dow

