Oakleigh Ugh, finally made it to Austins with my damn kids passed out in the backseat. I had to awkwardly take their car seats out without waking them up. Austin showed up and happily helped me carry one of them. We trudged our way to the barn from there. As I sat on Vanna, with Austin on TinMan, I couldn't help but vent my frustration to her about my stupid fight with Carrington. My dumbass body still craved him even though my brain knew he was in the wrong. It's like I'm in this never-ending battle with myself and it's driving me insane. I just had to talk about it before I lost my damn mind. I had a heart-to-heart with Austin regarding my current situation with Carrington. Although he still had feelings for me, his PTSD was making it difficult for us to share a bed. It was a tough pi

