Carrington
Leaving Oakleigh, when she dozed off, seriously tested my limits. My love for her is beyond measure, and I was eager to spend the rest of my days with her. But Oakleigh and our friends view me as a hero, and that's just unbearable. What if I'm not this supposed hero everyone makes me out to be? What if my blunder caused me to lose half of my platoon? The dread of being despised and ostracized by everyone is an immense weight on my shoulders.
Ugh, this one stupid mistake I made is driving me insane. It's like a never-ending nightmare that won't leave me alone, even in my dreams. And the fact that Oakleigh thinks I'm some kind of hero just makes it worse. How am I supposed to tell her the truth? How can I even begin to explain that I was just a regular guy who screwed up big tim
