Happy Until I Die.
July 20, 2023
3:30 AM
Do you ever wonder what it would feel like to take your car off the edge of a cliff? I don't mean in a suicidal way but more as a adrenaline thing. Would your heart beat flutter and your limbs tingle during the fall down? I don't care for the dying part at the end but just imagine how thrilling it would be to speed off into the grand canyon. I bet it would be absolutely stunning the view would be. I saw myself do it in my dream tonight but before I got off the edge I closed my eyes. I swear my hands still feel the wheel. My fingers are tingling and my heart races. Maybe I'll try cliff diving.Again.
-Cathrine J. Dye ?
I started writing down my dreams as a child using the journals to cope with wild dreams. Then as a teen I used them to start painting and then as I got older I started to sell them. Now my art Litters my cluttered cottage. Every usable wall had a painting on it. Each painting a dream always a different exciting way to die. I'm not suicidal or particularly morbid as a person I'm just curious.
My mother always joked about curiosity killing cats. I understand why now though it's funnier now considering that satisfaction is said to bring back dead cats.