Chapter 40: Ronnie
I could tell it shocked Jason when I told him I came ready with a bag packed to spend the night with him. Honestly, it still shocks me. Aly convinced me to pack that bag and take it “just in case,” and I didn’t think I’d have the nerve to actually go through with it, but after leaving his parents’ house, I couldn’t bear giving him up yet. I needed him to hold me, or I might have fallen over, and it felt so good that I didn’t want to let him go. But now that we’re here, my nerves are taking over again. Jason drove my car because I was still too shaky to do it myself, and as soon as he parked in his driveway it’s like my body turned to lead. I can’t get out and go in, there’s just no way. All of his hopes and dreams and expectations lie in wait inside that house. He’s been fantasizing abo
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