I had a very long weekend I didn't do anything, I was at home and talking to Lara on the phone, watching a movie and sleeping .....and I struggled with my thoughts . All I could think about was the moment he kissed me and touched me . My body still feels that sensation when I think about it . What we did wasn't right, but I don't feel like I regret it .
These thoughts crossed my mind in the office when I was doing paper work . I haven't seen him yet, but if he comes in, I'll pretend I forgot everything that happened . He already forgot it that night so I have to do the same.
I left my office to make myself a coffee and bumped into a tall hard body . It was him . When I saw him, my heart beat so violently that i could hear each beat . He grabbed my arm to keep me from falling .
- Amelia , are you okay ? -his voice is so pleasant . I wasn't well though ...
I pulled my arm away and stepped back .
- I'm fine ... I just want to make coffee, Do you want one too, sir? - I don't want to be so cold to him, but this is the only way so that he doesn't notice that I'm not paying attention to work .
- Yeah , bring it to my office . - he seems surprisingly calm today .
I made the coffee and headed towards his office, knocked on the door and entered .
I put the coffee on the table and stepped back, he didn't even look up from the paper in front of him .
- If you don't ask for anything, I would go back to my office . - he looked up and raised one eyebrow . I turned and wanted to leave .
- Amelia ! - I stopped but didn't turn around, I heard him get up from his chair and walk closer and closer to me until I felt his breath on my neck .
- Is there something you want to tell me?-he said almost in a whisper as he moved my hair from my neck .
I quickly turned and looked at him .
- No ...Can I go back to my officee? I have a lot of work to do ...- I stepped back and grabbed the doorknob,he nodded and i left .
When I got back to my office I started some papers and drank my coffee . After a while I heard a knock, I knew it wasn't him because he doesn't usually knock .
- Come in .- It was Josh who walked in with a big grin on his face . His hand behind his back and smiling, he handed me a bunch of roses . I stood up and walked over .
- What is this ?
-This is for you, I haven't seen you in a while, so I came to see you , I hope you like it . - He said with a big smile . I took the rose and smiled at him .That was very nice of him .
-Thank you Josh , these are beautiful. -I put the flowers in a vase, the door opened and it was Anthony.
Josh stood up and looked at me and then looked at him .His gaze was angry, his eyes were dark .
- Josh what are you doing here? You don't have a break .
- Boss , I was jus.......- He couldn't finish because she interrupted .
- Go back to work now ! - Josh looked at me, smiled nervously and left my officee.
Anthony looked at the flowers and smiled .
- Remove those ! - he commanded.
-I'll take it home, I won't leave it here .- As I said this, he grabbed the vase and threw it in the trash with the flowers .I looked at him in shock .
- Why did you do this? - I looked at him angrily .
- I'm allergic to roses, so I can't tolerate them in the building . Wash your hands if you touch these. - He left the office and I stood there trying to understand what had just happened . I took the roses out of the building and went back to my office .I was about to sit down when my phone rang . I picked it up and waited for instructions from the devil himself .
- Come to my office . - I hung up the phone and sighed and walked to his office .
I entered and he was writing something, so I didn't say anything. He pointed to the chair so I sat down . He looked at me and put his face in his palm .
- Why are you doing this Amelia ? Why did you accept the flower from him ? If there is something personal between you and him, don't show it here at work ! - His voice was calm, but I felt like he could kill me at any minute .
- I didn't know you were allergic to roses ....it won't happen again , and there is nothing between us - If I get flowers, I'll take them home and I won't let you throw them away again, you devil .
He stood up and walked in front of me, placing both hands on the arms of the chair . He bent down to me and just looked at me .
- I know it won't happen again Amelia - He smiled and I was confused .
- What do you mean .....?
-I fired him so he won't bother me anymore , he was quite an annoying guy .- He leaned closer to me and I leaned back because I didn't want to be close to him . And why would he have done such a thing?
- Did you think I wouldn't notice you running away from me? ....You are afraid of me ? - He was getting closer to my face and I didn't know why he was doing this .
I leaned closer and pulled up the corner of my lips .
- Not at all .- I wanted to stand up but he pushed me back .He grabbed my thighs ,I looked into his eyes and he immediately let go . I got up and left his office as fast as I could .
He went to a meeting that I didn't have to go to, so I could go home earlier .When I got home I called Lara . Since she had to move to another city due to her job, we cannot meet often . She is my only friend and I tell her everything, that's why I called her so that I can tell her all the thoughts that are in my head all day .
-Girl, I'm speechless ....-Lara said after I explained everything to her
- I know ......Do you think he fired the poor guy because of me?
-It's like he's obsessed with you or something. It's weird, but I wouldn't mind if a hot guy like him did this to me .-she said laughing while I didn't know if I should laugh or think about all this .
We laughed a lot and overthought things until I fell asleep .
I got ready in the morning and went to work . When I got upstairs, I went into my office . I entered and noticed a huge window through which I could see into his office .He was sitting there, looking at me and beckoning me to go over to him .
- Do you like it? - he asked while scanning my reaction .
-Did I miss something? Why was this necessary? -I said as I looked at the window in confusion .He looked at me and gritted his teeth .
-This is so that you are always in front of my eyes ...I put it in during the night with some of my workers .- he crossed his legs and leaned back in his chair .
- Okay , but why ?
-To always have you in front of my eyes Amelia. So that I can see your every move ...-he uses his eyes so well when he talks . I still don't understand it, but I don't ask anymore, I'm still quite confused .
I looked at him with an understanding look and smiled .
-Do you need anything sir? or I can go back to my office...-my heart is beating so hard and it's so hard to pretend that I don't care about it all .
- You can go back .
I went back to my office and sat down, ignoring the huge window that had magically appeared here during the night.
I tried not to look at him ....But I felt that his gaze was burning my face . I looked there and he was looking at me with a face that evoked every moment that happened between the two of us .I bit my lip and looked away from him. I crossed my legs, which caused my skirt to slide up to my thighs and I didn't mind pulling it down .He looked at my legs with hungry eyes .
This window isn't so bad .I smoothed my hair back to give a better view of my neck . He got up and came to my office . He looked at me and licked his lips .
-Why are you doing this to me Amelia?-I managed to seduce him , I just want to play with him some more...
-What am I doing to you Anthony ? Show me ! - he walked up to me and took me in his arms , I wrapped my legs around him and I put my arm around his neck .He put me on the table and swept everything that was on it . He pressed closer to me between my legs and I felt how hard he was . He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer he started kissing my lips and then my neck . It felt so good.
- Can you see it now? You see what the f**k you are doing to me Amelia? Just by saying my name. -I ran my hand through his hair and leaned close to his ear .
- Anthony ....-I whispered. -We shouldn't do this .
- I do what I want, this is my company !-He said gasping for air as he started to touch me more and more violently .He started to push my skirt up when I grabbed his hand and pushed him away .
- This is not right .