The buzzers still rang faintly in Paris’s ears as she walked toward the clock-out station, exhaustion pressing heavily on her shoulders. The manager’s office loomed nearby, its glass window glowing with light, a reminder that someone was always watching. Staff trickled out one by one, swiping their cards, laughing quietly, shaking off the weight of the shift.
Paris set her bag down, fishing out her ID. She was seconds from swiping when Ranjit appeared at her side, shuffling his charts awkwardly. He lingered, hesitant, then finally spoke.
“Paris… I’m sorry about earlier.”
She didn’t look up right away, watching the clocking machine’s blinking red light.
“Sorry for what?”
“For making it sound like you hadn’t updated Leticia’s notes,” He kept his voice low, glancing toward the office. “I knew you had. I just—” he swallowed, shifting his weight, “I get nervous whenever Liam starts asking questions. He puts me on edge, like I’ve already done something wrong.”
Paris swiped her card with a sharp beep, then turned toward him. The tension in her head eased as her tone gentled.
“Ranjit, you don’t have to take that on. I know he can be… intense. But next time, just back me up. We’re colleagues. We’ve got each other’s backs.”
Ranjit let out a slow breath, some of the tightness leaving his face. “I know. It’s just… relatives can be intimidating. And with him practically owning the care home, it’s hard not to feel small.”
Paris gave him a faint smile. “All the more reason we stick together.”
Relief flickered in his eyes, and his shoulders finally dropped. “Right. You’re right. Thanks. I’ll do better.”
Paris gave him a faint nod before slinging her bag over her shoulder. As she stepped out into the cold Belfast night, the phantom echoes of alarms still chased her into the dark.
After her shift, Paris decided to go grocery shopping instead of visiting George’s place. She had to admit—to herself at least—that Orly and Liam were the same. What are the odds? But she resolved to keep the truth buried. If she exposed it, everything would only spiral into chaos, and worse, her job might be dragged into it again. She needed this job to rebuild her life. And besides, once Lety O’Reilly was discharged from their care, she was certain her path and Liam’s would never cross again.
Paris pushed her trolley through the sliding doors of Marks & Spencer’s Food Hall, the soft whoosh reminding her too much of the automatic doors at the care center. For a moment, she swore she still heard the buzzers—urgent beep-beep-beep—until it faded into the hum of refrigerators and the crackle of overhead announcements.
She grabbed coleslaw, some fruit—comfort choices, safe, predictable. Then she remembered butter.
Being new to Belfast felt like being new to everything. The aisles seemed quieter here than in London, where late-night shops buzzed with people and chatter. In Belfast, the silence pressed in, broken only by the wheels of her trolley squeaking against the polished floor.
Finally, she reached the dairy section. The fluorescent lights hummed, sharp, steady, like the monitors back at the ward. Paris stared at the rows of butter, debating, muttering to herself just to drown out the phantom alarms in her head.
“Which one of you tastes better?” she said aloud, her voice bouncing faintly in the empty aisle. She ran her fingers across the cartons, listening to the faint crinkle of packaging.
And then—
“I always go with Spring Maid.”
The deep voice cut through, low and certain, and with it came that scent. Clean, sharp, expensive—but smoky, lingering like memory. The sound of his words seemed to echo, blending with the faint beep of a barcode scanner somewhere in the store.
Her heart lurched. She turned sharply. “Liam.” The name slipped out, barely more than a whisper. “Uhmm… sorry—Mr. O’Reilly.”
“Too formal,” he said smoothly, a smirk tugging at his lips. “Liam will do… or Orly.”
Oh God, why are you always there? Paris gripped the trolley handle tighter, the faint squeak of its wheel grounding her. She stepped back slightly, steadying herself.
He looked taller than ever under the harsh white lights, his voice rumbling in her chest like distant thunder. The faint beard shadowing his jawline suited him, only amplifying the gravity of his presence. Even scowling, he was magnetic. Smirking now? Her pulse betrayed her, thudding in her ears louder than any buzzer.
But memory snapped her back—the way he cornered her near the lift earlier. With a sharp frown, she grabbed another brand from the shelf, the plastic carton squeaking in protest, and tossed it into her trolley. “This one!”
“Suit yourself…” His voice was lower now, almost amused, and it rolled through her like another alarm she couldn’t switch off.
Paris pushed the trolley quickly toward the cashier, desperate to drown the sound of him in the mechanical beeps of the registers. But even there, his footsteps followed, deliberate, each one echoing against the polished floor.
The registers chirped steadily at the front of the store—beep… beep… beep—each scan punching through Paris’s nerves like the call alarms back at the care center. She placed her basket on the counter, trying to steady her breathing, but the phantom echoes wouldn’t stop.
The cashier gave her a tired smile at first, then started scanning items one by one. Each beep stabbed into her chest. Coleslaw. Beep. Apples. Beep. Grapes. Beep.
Paris reached for her bag—and froze. Empty. Her stomach dropped. She patted her pockets, rifled through her tote, but no wallet. Her phone too—still in the car.
“Oh, what a fool I am,” she groaned, her voice cracking louder than she intended. A couple of shoppers turned their heads. Heat rose to her cheeks. “I forgot my card… and even my phone. I’ll have to cancel all this.”
The cashier sighed, long and sharp, tapping their nails impatiently on the counter.
Behind her, footsteps stopped. And then his voice—steady, commanding, rolling like thunder.
“Excuse me. Use my card. And add this.”
A firm thunk as Liam set Spring Maid butter on the counter.
Paris froze. The cashier didn’t hesitate, scanned the butter—beep!—and pushed the total through. Without a blink, Liam tapped his black card against the reader. The machine chimed a cheerful ding! Paid. Done.
The sound hit Paris harder than any alarm.
Mortified, she pressed a hand to her temple, her ears hot with shame. She grabbed the grocery bag quickly, nearly stumbling, and rushed toward the exit.
But before she could break free, Liam’s hand closed around her arm—firm but not rough—and his voice dropped lower, closer.
“Hey,” he said, holding out another bag. The rustle of plastic was loud in the quiet between them. “You forgot this.”
She looked down at the bag, then up into his eyes.
“I didn’t pay for that,” she said, her voice sharp, brittle.
His gaze didn’t waver. “Is this what you’ll keep doing? Running away? I just want to help.”
The registers kept chirping behind them, scanning, scanning, like a chorus of alarms echoing her humiliation.
Paris yanked her eyes away, her throat tight. “I think that’s for the best, Mr. O’Reilly.”
The buzzers in her head screamed louder than the store itself, drowning out even the rain beginning to hammer faintly against the glass doors.
Silence thickened between them, heavy and suffocating.
Rain caught in his hair, sliding down the hard line of his jaw. And still—despite the sting of his words—her body betrayed her with a tremor.
His voice rose, booming with authority. He thrust the bag of groceries at her, eyes burning into hers.
“Take them. Consider it payment—two years overdue.”
Her body reacted before her mind could catch up. Her palm cracked across his cheek, the sound cutting through the rain.
Liam staggered back, stunned, the mark of her fury blazing red across his skin. Rage flickered in his gaze, dangerous, searing.
“You think my virginity is worth the price of groceries?!” Paris’s voice broke, splintering under the weight of tears. They streamed down her face as her whole body shook, every nerve frayed, trembling on the edge of collapse.
The sting of her strike burned in her hand, but it was nothing compared to the hollow ache in her chest. “Do you have any idea what that night meant to me?” she whispered, breath hitching, fury blurred by grief. “I broke a promise to myself—and it’s my biggest regret. Giving that part of me to you.”
Humiliation. Fury. Heartbreak. They crashed over her all at once, suffocating. Because he’s rich, he thinks he can buy me. Butter and receipts for what he stole. But she could damn well buy her own butter.
“I have something called self-preservation, Mr. O’Reilly.” Her voice rose, trembling with anguish. “And what happened between us—” she choked back a sob “—was a mistake!”
She turned sharply, her heels splashing against the wet pavement as she fled to her car. The rain blurred her vision, but she didn’t stop. Didn’t look back.
Lisburn Road stretched ahead, and she drove as though the storm behind her could consume her whole.
Liam stood rooted in the downpour, the bag of groceries limps in his grip, water dripping from the forgotten butter.
That night, Paris cried herself into exhaustion. She wasn’t a cheap woman. She had been broken—vulnerable. Temptation had swallowed her whole, stripping away every inhibition. For one night, she had wanted to feel reckless, to feel alive again.
And she had.
She remembered his hands, his mouth, the heat of his body as he held her like something rare, something treasured. She had given herself completely. She was ready.
Now, only tears kept her company. And when sleep finally came, it became heavy, drowning her in grief, her sobs the last sound of silence.