PROLOGUE
Two years ago…
The first thing Paris noticed was the pounding in her skull, like a hundred drums behind her eyes. The second was the heat—fading, but still lingering in the sheets.
She blinked against the morning light, squinting until the shapes around her came into focus. The curtains weren’t hers. The bed wasn’t hers. The sheets were softer than she was used to, and the air smelled faintly of cedar and cologne. Not her room. Not her bed.
Her stomach dropped.
She rolled over, bracing herself—
But the other side of the bed was empty.
Orly was gone.
For a moment she just sat there, frozen, her pulse quickening as fragments of the night rushed back: the pounding bass at the bar, her own laughter—too loud, too loose—the accidental brush of his hand against hers. And his voice, pitched low, magnetic enough to make her lean closer.
“It’s too loud here. Come with me. Just coffee. Nothing more.”
She remembered how she’d laughed, reckless and teasing. “You don’t even know me.”
He’d grinned, eyes dark and certain. “Then let me fix that. Coffee’s a good start, don’t you think?”
Against her better judgment, she’d said yes.
The café had been warm and golden, tucked away from the noise of the city. They’d squeezed into a sofa chair meant for one, shoulders pressed together as they sipped French Vanilla—her favorite. She had ordered it without thinking, out of habit, and when his brows lifted with amusement, she’d only smirked.
“French Vanilla,” he’d said, rolling the words slowly. “That’s a choice.”
Paris had lifted her cup, unbothered. “It’s the only one that matters.”
Conversation flowed too easily, sliding from stories into jokes, from teasing into something heavier.
“So, Paris,” he’d said, rolling her name like it was rare. “That’s not a name you forget easily.”
She’d smirked, brushing her hair back. “Good. I don’t plan on being forgotten.”
That had made him laugh—surprised, real—and she’d liked the way it sounded. Hours blurred into coffee refills, laughter, and the kind of stolen glances that left her restless. By the time his hand brushed hers on purpose, she already knew she was in trouble.
Then came the words she couldn’t forget.
“I want to leave this place with you tonight.”
She should have walked away. She should have been the girl who always played it safe. But the way he’d looked at her—steady, unflinching—had stripped her of every excuse. She’d grinned, pretending she still had control.
“That sounds dangerous.”
“Only if you run,” he’d murmured.
And then she kissed him. Or maybe he kissed her. It didn’t matter. Once it started, neither of them stopped.
Now, in the sharp clarity of morning, his absence hit harder than his presence ever could. He hadn’t even stayed.
A part of her wanted to feel relief—that it ended clean, that she could walk away without the awkwardness of goodbye. But all she felt was the hollow ache of being discarded before she’d even opened her eyes.
Quietly, she slipped out of the bed, every movement careful, every breath tight. Gathering her clothes felt like gathering evidence of her own recklessness.
One last glance around the room, at the space where he wasn’t, and she left.
That morning, Paris swore it was nothing—just one night, a mistake to bury.
Some nights refuse to stay buried.
And two years later, when their paths crossed again, Paris discovered the truth: running was no longer an option. She wasn’t circling his orbit anymore—she was caught in it, pulled in by a force she couldn’t fight.
Everywhere she turned, he was there. In the room. In the crowd. In her thoughts.
Was it fate?
Or something she would never break free from?