Riley It's been a week. I only left Adrian once to shower and change my clothes. I tried to lay down and rest, but the guilt of not being by his side tore at me until I just packed a bag and went back to the hospital in the middle of the night. James has come a couple of times for updates on Adrian and to brief me on the progress of finding his assassin's motives. Sarah had not survived the attack... I found out yesterday that the son of a b***h was in stable condition and was going to survive. That completely pissed me off. I found myself wishing on more than one occasion, that they hadn't gotten there in time to put out the flames. The son of a b***h should not still be breathing. It wasn't fair! Adrian was a good person. He shouldn't have to fight for his life while the murderous ba

