Josh
This is the bittersweet moment that I have been dreading. My mate is about to give birth to someone else's children. Not that I wasn't ecstatic to meet them. I'm not jealous in any way except one. I can't help but think about my own child they never got to draw it's first breath. That kind of pain is something that you can never get over. Never fully move past.
Riley is going to be a mother in a matter of minutes. The doctor is making the final preparations as we speak.
Poor James has been changed with shopping. The babies have nothing as far as diapers, clothes, even car seats. There was some kind of prediction that it was supposedly a boy and a girl. But die to the fact that a sonogram was never performed. There was no way of knowing. Hell, we didn't even know if the babies wer
