Adrian
I can feel Joshua's obvious anguish and anger Then there was Riley's grief and guilt.
It was alot to take in. I had already made my decision to let go. To stop fighting this darkness and let it consume me.
Joshua's correct in assuming that I had given up. after losing Anna and then seeing Riley grow closer to Joshua as days past. It was like reliving the past. That pain and fear of rejection mixed with my jealousy was all-consuming.
being trapped inside your own mind for that amount of time was enough to make any man go insane. My own doubts became my greatest enemy.
Riley's soft voice was very comforting and what I thought would be my final moments on this Earth. she quietly spoke about herself, Joshua, and the babies. About her hopes for the future and her excitement about
