Joshua
Hours later and my brief conversation with Adrian is still weighing heavily on my mind. How the hell was I going to tell Riley about all of this? Or should I just not say anything? I am still fuming.
Do you have any idea what you're doing to her?! To all of us? That was a chicken s**t move, Adrian!
There is no response. But, of course, I did not expect one. I can feel his aura growing weaker and weaker. He'd given up.
Riley has been by his side, tirelessly seeing to his comfort. whispering encouraging words of hope and love. It had taken some coaxing but I managed to get Riley to eat something and lay down to rest. And here I am, having a one-sided conversation in my head with a dying man, wallowing in self pity over nothing.
"Do you remember the day you found out I'd cheate
