Damien. It's been a while since I heard from her. I couldn't bring myself to answering her calls or picking her texts. I needed to be away from her as possible. It's hard for me. Nights are long my days are boring , it's been very lonely for me. I miss her smile , her scent , her innocent stare. The more I was far away from her the sooner I realized I am in love with her . Randy walked into my office . He took a seat and breathed . "how was the funeral? " he asked . " it was solemn, hard to explain to her parents how she died , they cried sobbed and believed what the police stated , that Sia did it as an act of defense " I replied. " do you believe it was an act of defense ? " he asked. " I honestly don't know what to believe anyone Randy . "I said. The way Sia did it was so c

