Life

cursed love

with five years of their relationship the girl took a gap year after completing her matric.The boy was still at grade 11 and he decided to change school. He went there and met new girls beauty's in different ways. He got himself many girls as he could. He dated them for about two months without her girlfriend noticing anything.He would pretend everything is right and would act as he was still in love with her boyfriend. The two of them would talk went to rivers and explore the bush together and everything seemed true.The boy would skip school sometimes to spend quality time with the boy.The girl's family get mad as she was going out so early in the morning but she didn't listen to them her mother always get mad and shout at her but she was just pouring water on the stone no change was done as theirs love was in the air so she choose love over family. one day the boy skipped school and lied to his parents he wore his uniform and leaves home as if he was going to school.The teacher's realized he has been missing school for long and decided to call his father and he was surprised to know that his son didn't go to school all because of lies.When he came home he was asked and didn't answer anything and his father was so angry.He was asked to school to talk about his behavior lately. After school that day he called her girlfriend and told her what just happened. Both the love birds agreed to slow down their love and put school as first priority. The boy went back to school and never misses a class or extra class he attended all of them faithfully. The girl suffered a lot from boredom and loneliness and she asked herself if she was still loved.Most of the time she would call him and he didn't pick as he was tired from school work.The boy continued sustaining his relationship with another girls as he didn't have time for a gap year girlfriend. Things got soo complicated and the girl fears a lot to lose her boyfriend. The boyfriend was enjoying himself with his school dovies he felt like a king.The girl started to realize something is off and worried a lot about her relationship. There was nothing she could do as he would always says school is holding him hostage.The girl loved the boy in such a way that she couldn't stand in his way of success so she respected that and decided to wait for him.The boy promised to be with her during school holidays.The girl died inside from lack of communication and love while the boy was enjoying his dovies company. During midyear the girl decided to check if his boyfriend is so hold hostage by school or he is just making excuses for not being with her just to find out her assumptions were true.She logged her boyfriend s account on her phone for f*******: and what she saw there broke her heart into millions pieces.She was all massages of her boyfriend talking to her other girlfriends not one of two but many of them and she discovered many things she didn't knew about her guy.She locked her self in her room and cried the whole day.After school she asked him about them and the boy refused and denied to know it but she was so curious and ended things with him and blocked him.The boy called her using another phone and apologized and she forgive him but still she wasn't happy at all she only forgive him because she loves him.The girl lost all her trust for her boyfriend and started nor trusting him and no matter what she never believed anything he said.Their love became complicated for both of them as there was no longer trust.Both of yhem lived with each other regretting themselves each Anda every day. The girl regretted trusting him and the boy regretted breaking her heart .Months passed and their love was all about pain.the girl couldn't take it anymore and told the boy to find things but the boy refused and told her he will fix their love as he is the one who ruined it and she aggreed. They took it one step at a time.Every day he was not near her the girl didn't felt safe she would always worry about what could he be doing. The boy spent months earning the girl trust and it went for a long time The girl decided to forgive him but deep down she never trusted him.They dated and continued their relationship on a clean plate.Their love went back to normal and would go out during school holidays and enjoyed themselves a lot.School closed for December and they decided to introduce each other to the boys family and they accepted her with love.she felt belonging to the family and her mother in law loved her unconditional soo.she was happy again and could trust her boyfriend but the disappointment was that her boyfriend repeated her class and it hunted her as he was avoiding her saying he is reading while he was with his side chicks. She decided to let it pass and forgive him again during Christmas they went out together and have some quality time together. During new year they spent their day together at the boyfriend s home watching some movies playing games and eating different foods. They enjoyed themselves a lot and felt their love again.They spent the whole December making good memorable memories together. The boy's family showed some love and support to their relationship. The girl was happy to be accepted and dhe trusted the boy again and gave in her whole heart to their relationship again.The school were about to open when they accompanied each other to shops to buy uniforms for the boy they had quality time there helping each other choosing right size for clothes and then after they went to buy food and enjoyed themselves together.

The love birds went Bach home happy and had great time together.The following day the boy wakes. up and prepared himself for school takes his school bag and went to fetch transport. The girl was still in search of a tertiary school but it was still hard for her she became depressed when she has to think of another year of her lonely at home.She waited patiently at home hoping to be accepted but the first month passed with no change on her school status application she became more worried. The boy would came back home and they will talk and that was the only thing that kept her alive and gave her strength everyday. It was business as usual for the whole month and the following month she decided to went to city in search of school. The girl told the boy about her leaving for school for few days.The boy understood and gave her his blessing. The time comes and the girl went to the city with her relative she got there very late and called her boyfriend to tell him she arrived safely. The boy was happy to hear good news from her girlfriend and he wished her good luck for the searching day.It was Monday morning the girl waked up and prepared herself for going to look for school. She was so happy and excited she took a short prayer and asked God for blessings and more energy knowledge and skills. The boy also waked up to prepare himself for school day.The two of them talked in the morning as usual.The boy took his things and went to fetch transport as usual.The girl in the same hand also took her things and her uncle accompanied her to look for school and they got there early that traveled at different schools with no luck and the girl was so sad as she couldn't take another year at home.During evening that day she came back home ad and felt so down she called her boyfriend and let. hum know the outcome of her day and he speaks to her and that made her a little better. She went to sleep heart broken she couldn't think straight she didn't know what to do .She locked herself in the room and cried a lot.She even called her mother back at home to tell her bad news. Even though she had a bad day yesterday she worked up early the following day and talked to her boyfriend before school. The boy went to school and she was left bored alone at home and other relatives she was staying with went to work. She sat alone thinking she is alone in this world.She asked herself what she did to deserve all of this.She couldn't get the answer for all her questions she just prayed and cried to God.Her only comfort was food she was eating nice food there .She didn't enjoy any day there so she decided to come back home.When her uncle came back from work she let him know she will go back tomorrow. She didn't know if she has to go back or stay there but deep down she wanted to stay just to clear her head.The trauma kicked in and she was losing her mind.SHE told her boyfriend that she will return home the following day so her boyfriend showed her some support and told her to worry less.She went to bed crying and cried the whole night. She felt alone and she had to be strong for people while she was deeply heart and broken. The following day she waked up early and get herself ready for coming home.The couple chat in the morning as usual and then the boy went to school. Hee uncle took her to taxi rank and she she'd a tear when she get inside and she was quite all the way to home.when she reached neighboring town she called home she is coming back.She took her local area taxi and went home.she arrived safely and called her uncle to tell him about her safe travels. The uncle was happy she got home safety. After school that day she talked to her boyfriend telling him about safe travels she had and were both happy.The girl stayed at home alone and felt even more useless. Her relatives calling her names and cursing her with all hurtful words.She lost her self esteem because of the pressure they were causing for her.Her mother supported her a lot and understand her.Her boyfriend was also supportive of her. The pastor of her church and his wife supported her and showed her light where there was darkness. They gave her hope when she was about to give up.They made it clear to her she is not useless and God has big plans for her.She gained her self esteem and felt better. She trusted in herself and believed one day she will do better. But one thing for sure those words she was insulted with hunt her every passing day of her life.She lives with them forever. Imagine being called stupid and useless.She was talled she has pride and she doesn't want to go to school. All those voices hunts her down forever. The only thing that kept her alive was the desire that she has to make her mother proud and the love and support from her boyfriend. She lived her life with regrets and seeing herself useless and just a burden in her life.Months passed and the trauma increases she felt lost.She prayed to God and that kept her alive.She gained full trust and strength to move forward. But she developed heartered for those relatives who called her names she hated them in such a way that she doesn't talks to them.She didn't want to see them.Even today she still lives with heartered for them.She is not able to forgive them it is so hard for her.