Calob POV
The door that leads to the waiting room opens and Lucy steps inside. I've been working with my therapist on letting go of the anger I hold towards this woman, but as Dr. Jones says it's a process. I know she isn't to blame for my sh*tty decisions, but she was happy she hurt my wife.
I started seeing Dr. Jones a week after, Briar and I met in the hotel restaurant. At the time, I had hoped that going to therapy would be the first step in getting my wife back. It would help me understand what the hell possessed me to cheat in the first place. I still love Briar with all my heart, but I know she's never coming back to me. Accepting that has been like swallowing razor blades.
My chest aches every time I realize how true it is. I don't blame Briar after what I did. I deserve all of
