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Now I just made it back to the crib it was pretty Late and I had to be at work early in the morning around 9 am and the morning so I didn't make me s**t to eat at all I just went straight to sleep Because I was definitely tired as hell and didn't have enough energy to do anything else but just
Lay it down and get ready for the next morning
And at least I can say I was definitely happy
As hell to finally know I had a beautiful queen
in my life . Now the next morning is here and I Most definitely have to start getting ready for Work so i got up and washed my face and brushed my teeth then I hoped in to the shower
After that I started putting my clothes and shoes On I even spray on a little cologne and deodorant then I was on my way out the door to work . On the way to work I had to stop at dunkin' donuts to get me two donuts and a cup of coffee then after I went straight to work
I was definitely extra early I made it to work
at 8:30 in the morning clocked in the time clock
And started by setup my work station preparing
the other work station for the cook so when
he comes in everything will be ready to go
And the cook won't have to do nothing but start cooking . Now the early morning rush was definitely crazy and the restaurant was always busy it was a full house for breakfast lunch and dinner I was only supposed to work 8 hours but
I found myself working overtime picking up some extra hours because I definitely needed it
Not really but anything extra seems just fine with me . Now the day was definitely over it was
Starting to get late it was 11:30 at night so I Started cleaning up the restaurant when everything was done I didn't leave the restaurant until 2:00 in the morning the next day . As soon as I got off I scheduled a ride with Lyft the Lyft driver pick me up in 5 minutes
Now the Lyft driver just arrived I got inside the Lyft and I was definitely on my way it took me about 15 minutes for the Lyft driver to drop me off at home . now I finally made to the crib
I got out of the Lyft wave goodbye to the driver
Then I went inside the house and immediately
Failed fast to sleep I didn't even get to take a shower because I was so damn tired and I had a busy ass day yesterday . I definitely only have a couple of hours to sleep before I have to go back to work and start the day off all over again
So now I was just about to go to sleep then my baby evette called me she was just asking about my day at work and if I wanted to come over Tomorrow I said yes and my day at work was hard I mean rough . And I have to be right back in the morning so she said ok then I said good night to her and she said good night to me back
And I said I will see you tomorrow after work love Now I was fast asleep because I had a long day . Now I slept the couple of hours I have a way and now it is time for me to start getting ready for work I did my normal routine as usual
brush my teeth wash my face then I took a quick Shower . I was ready for work I just walk out
The door walk to the bus stop waited 10 minutes for the bus then the cta bus arrived
I got on the bus .
I was almost at work it took me about 25 minutes to get to work damn I just made it to work I went inside the job to start my work schedule i started by doing the same thing I do everyday I work it was a long 8 hours .
And the restaurant was closed I started by cleaning up and closeing the restaurant
Then evette called me asking if I was still coming over and spending the night I said yes I was on my way . I got a Lyft to my girl crib
I made it there in 15 minutes or less she was standing there at the front door on 55 and wells
street on the south side of Chicago .
Then I spent a night for the first time in my life
we started to talk to one another about our past history she honestly let me know she was still in and out with her baby daddy in a relationship but he's not happy here so at first it was hard for me to decide doing the time I had to make a choice if I wanted to sick around or be gone
instead I chose to stick around for the long haul
Because I took a liking to her even doe she was
Still dealing with her baby father off and on
Because they have a son together and she was
Trying to make it work with him .
so I was canned sad at first because I thought she stop talking to him it was going on and off for a couple of months she even put me out her
crib most nights until she found out he was messing around with a lot of woman then she
finally gave up on their relationship and truly started focusing on me .
And she said to me are you really serious about me and I said yes even through it all I still stuck in There with her I can truly say I have the patience for her and she knew it . So it looks like That was the End of him he never really called or Came over to see his son at all so I had to step
Up and take care of the baby it was the right thing to do be a real man something he was afraid to do it's called responsibility .
So she started to really fall for me a whole lot And now she definitely started to catch feelings for me as well I can truly say I started to catch feelings for her too as well we both were definitely enjoying one another company and She was definitely sexy , smart and very sweet She had a kind heart to was .
She was the type of woman that a man can love for ever and I knew at this moment she was the one for me I never judge her for with she was going through because before I met her she was In a relationship with someone that didn't love Or respect her and I kept trying to tell her that she deserve better than that not a nothing ass Nigga that ain't on s**t .
And she was crying saying to me you know what you definitely right then I gave her a big hug then we both laid down and fell fast asleep because I had to work early in the morning and The baby was already sleeping I can still remember it just like yesterday she was wearing a red T-shirt and a pair of navy blue jeans ,
And also she was wearing a pair of red and black Jordans . she was a beautiful queen I guess I failed for her.
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