She Still Wants You

Just Want To Sleep

I get back home from work, its late and am so exhausted, the Chisenga's wedding celebration was so active and involving. I was so busy, I barely had time to grab a snack. Am starving I just wanna eat and sleep.

I'll start doing the retouching tomorrow. I get to the fridge to check for any quick food that's there.

I open the fridge, and I find a huge cup of Chocolate-Vanilla ice cream, a couple of rich scones and a six pack of 7up soft drink in disposable bottles, Mike's favorite non-alcoholic drink.

"Oh yea, I had forgot about the food Mike bought for me when he brought home earlier today" I thought out loud in realization.

I picked out one drink and 4 scones, I think this will do, 500ml of carbonated drink and 4 scones is going to be enough, its not like I was fasting.

I set my meal on the table, ready to fill my belly and give my body some rest. I power on the TV to keep me busy as I enjoy my meal.

There was 'Thor - Ragnorock' on the screen. It was on the scene when Thor and Hella met for the first time. It is one of my favorite scenes, I love Hella's debut. She was so bad ass, crushing Thor's pride as a hero by destroying hammer with her hand. She left him feeling hopeless like a drunk and depressed old man.

The movie kept me entertained as I downed my meal. When I finished eating, I start feeling sleepy and lazy to get up. I start debating within myself if I should just sleep on the couch or go to bed.

Luckily I had already locked the door upon entering so am safe wherever I sleep.

I started dozing right there, the couch was winning the debating, then my phone rings waking me up, my best friend Kate is calling. I have to pick it up, but again I feel a little bit bored to pick up, she is probably drunk.

She often only calls me past 10 PM when she is drunk after clubbing and this is close to 12 PM now. Anyways let me check it out, it might be something serious.

So I pick up the call and she starts mumbling as she always does when she's drunk. So I put the phone on loud speaker and leave it on my side like I always do when Kae calls me drunk.

Kate's call disturbed my sleepy mood so I get up to take the sleep to my room.

I turned off the TV and grabbed my phone am going to bed. I say my good nights to Kate even though I know she didn't really get them.

As I was cutting the call I heard Kate say something that sounded like "I was with Mike", but I had already tapped the end call button by the time Kate's words were reaching my ears. So I brushed it off saying to myself, "Kate wasn't even speaking properly, my mind is just playing games with me".

Hearing the name Mike, made me reminisce of Mike's hug earlier today, it really reminded me of when we were young. I smile as a flash back of when Mike and I were together crossed my mind. I throw myself on my bed and shortly I was fast asleep ...................................