Ex convict
ELLA
I stepped out of the prison gates, the harsh sunlight blinding me for a moment. It felt surreal, like I was walking through a dream.
Five years. Five years of hell in that place. The air outside felt different, lighter, as if I could finally breathe again. I took a deep breath, feeling the coolness fill my lungs. I was free.
I looked around, expecting to see my husband's familiar face among the crowd of people waiting for their loved ones. But there was no one there for me. For a moment, I felt a pang of disappointment, but then I quickly brushed it aside.
"He must be busy," I thought to myself. After all, he had sent his lawyer to bail me out, so he must have important matters to attend to. I reminded myself that he had always been a busy man, juggling his work responsibilities with our personal affairs. It wasn't unusual for him to be caught up in meetings or dealing with clients.
Minutes turned into hours, but still, there was no sign of him. The bus arrived, and I hesitated for a moment, wondering if I should call him. But then I remembered his busy schedule and decided against it. He must have a good reason for not being here.
But even as I stood there, I couldn’t shake off the memories of the prison. The bullying, the threats, the nights I thought I wouldn’t survive. I nearly died in there. They had beaten me, tormented me, broke me down until I was nothing but a shadow of who I used to be. Every day was a fight for survival, a struggle to keep my sanity intact.
Why did it have to be me? What had I done to deserve such a fate? I replayed those questions in my mind countless times, but there were no answers. Only the cold, hard reality that I had been imprisoned and left to rot in that toxic environment.
I glanced around, trying to focus on the present. I was excited to leave, yes, but also terrified. What was waiting for me out here? Did I still have a place in this world? My family, my friends—did they still care about me, or had they moved on? I wrapped my arms around myself, trying to hold back the tears. I didn’t want to cry, not here, not now.
I remember the night it happened like it was yesterday. The sound of the car hitting something, the screech of brakes, and then the silence. He was trembling, tears in his eyes, begging me to save him. And I did. I said it was me. I told the police I was driving. They believed me, of course. Why wouldn’t they? A devoted wife taking the fall for her husband wasn’t something they questioned.
But now, standing outside those prison gates, I wondered if I had made the right choice. Five years of my life gone, spent in a living nightmare. Was his career worth my suffering? Did he even think about me every day I was gone, or had he moved on, guilt-free?
I took a deep breath and tried to shake off the bitterness. What was done was done. I couldn’t change the past. What I needed to focus on now was the future. My future. Our future.
I was sure I did the right thing. Saving him—that was what any good wife would do. He had so much potential, so much to lose. His career was just taking off, and the scandal would have destroyed him. I loved him too much to let that happen. I told myself it was worth it, that my sacrifice would keep our life intact.
I tried to hold onto that conviction. Five years in that hellish place hadn't been easy, but I survived. I’d endured the endless nights of despair. I told myself every day that I was doing it for him, for us. And now I was free. But the world felt different, almost alien. I wasn’t sure where to go or what to do next.
I walked to the bus stop. I sat on the cold metal bench, trying to gather my thoughts. I hadn't spoken to him since the trial. He promised he’d wait for me, that he’d be there when I got out. But would he? Or had he moved on, grateful but distant, ready to forget the woman who took the fall for him?
What would people think of me? Would they remember my face, the supposed murderer, and whisper behind my back?
As I sat waiting for the bus, my mind drifted to the lady who had died. Her name was Alice. I never knew her, but I thought about her every day. Her family must hate me, thinking I was the one who took her away from them. I wanted to find them, to comfort them, but what good would that do now? It wouldn’t bring her back. It would only open old wounds. Would they even welcome me in their home?
The bus pulled up, and I stood, clutching my small bag of belongings. This was it. My fresh start. I climbed aboard and found a seat by the window. The bus lurched forward, and I watched the prison fade into the distance, a part of my life that I was so desperate to leave behind.
I couldn't shake the feeling of disappointment that I felt about Tom not showing up to recieve me, but I tried to distract myself by looking out at the passing scenery, but my mind kept drifting back to him.
What could be keeping him? Was there an emergency at work? Or had he simply forgotten about me? The questions swirled around in my head, but I pushed them aside, refusing to let doubt creep in.
I told myself that everything would be okay, that he would come for me eventually. After all, he was my husband. As the bus rumbled on towards home, I clung to that belief, hoping against hope that he would be waiting for me when I arrived.
I returned home, weary from the journey back from prison. As I stepped through the familiar doorway, I hoped to run into the arms of my husband. But the sight that greeted me shattered my world into a million pieces.
There, in our living room, stood Tom, my husband, with another woman. My heart plummeted to my stomach as I took in the scene before me.
Wedding pictures adorned the walls.
"Tom?" My voice trembled with disbelief, the word barely escaping my lips.
He turned towards me. "Ella, you're here," he said, his voice strained.
I felt like I was drowning.
"Who is she?" I managed to choke out, my voice barely above a whisper.
Tom hesitated, his eyes darting between me and the woman beside him. "Ella, this is…" He trailed off, unable to find the words.
The woman spoke up. "I'm Sarah. Tom and I… we’re a couple." She said with a smug tone.
The words hit me like a punch to the gut, knocking the wind out of me. Married? While I was in prison? I stumbled backwards, my legs giving out beneath me. I collapsed onto the couch.
Her words crushed me.
I woke up sometime later, disoriented and numb. The whole thing left me gasping for air. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I lay there, the pain in my chest threatening to suffocate me.
My husband had moved on without me, replacing me with someone else.
I drew in a deep breath, trying to process it all. I tried so hard to suppress my rage. But the damned thing overpowered me. I charged at the woman standing beside Tom, my vision clouded with fury.
Before I could reach her, Tom grabbed my arm, his grip tight and painful.
"Stop it, Ella!" he shouted. "You have no right to lay a hand on her."
I struggled against his hold, my heart pounding in my chest. "How could you?" I spat, my voice trembling. "You betrayed me, Tom. You replaced me with her."
"Watch your tongue, Ella," he said coldly. "I won't tolerate this behavior in my house. If you can't control yourself, I'll send you right back to where you came from."
His words cut deep, suffocating any hope I had left. Tom was no longer the man I loved; he was a stranger, cold and heartless.
Sarah, clung to Tom, looking at me with disdain. "Tom, she's dangerous," she said, her voice shaking. "You need to protect me."
"Don't worry, darling," Tom replied. "I won't let her hurt you."
My heart shattered at his words. "How can you say that?" I cried, tears streaming down my face. "I went to prison for you, Tom. I took the blame to protect you."
Tom's eyes bore into mine. "And now you’re out," he said flatly. "But things have changed. I have a new life now, a new wife."
I felt the ground slip away beneath me. The man I had sacrificed everything for was gone, replaced by someone I didn’t recognize. "I loved you," I whispered, my voice breaking. "I did everything for you."
Tom shook his head, his expression unchanging. "That was your choice," he said. "Now, if you can't accept that, you should leave."
Defeated and broken. I pulled away from Tom's grasp, my shoulders slumped in resignation. "Fine," I muttered. "I'll leave."
As I turned to go, I caught a glimpse of Sarah's smug expression. But I refused to let her see me break. I straightened my spine and walked out the door, leaving behind the wreckage of my shattered life.
I had nowhere to go, no one to turn to. But as I kept reassuring myself. I had survived prison; I could survive this.
I had never felt so betrayed in my entire life. The depth of Tom's cruelty left me numb, but I knew I couldn't stay there a moment longer. My heart was reeling with anger. I reached for my phone and called the only person I could think of—my best friend, Lisa.
"Hello?" Lisa's voice came through the line, familiar and comforting.
"Lisa," I choked out, trying to hold back my tears. "It's me, Ella. Can you come pick me up? I... I can't stay here."
"Ella! Oh my God, of course. Where are you?"
"I'm at home," I said, glancing around the place that no longer felt like mine. "Please hurry."
"I'll be there in fifteen minutes," she assured me. "Just hang in there."
I ended the call and sank onto the porch steps, waiting for Lisa. The minutes felt like hours as I sat there, my mind replaying the horrific scene I had just witnessed. Tom's betrayal cut deeper than any wound I had ever experienced. How could he replace me so easily? How could he bring another woman into our home?
True to her word, Lisa pulled up in her car a short while later. She rushed out and enveloped me in a tight hug.
"Oh, Ella," she murmured, holding me close. "I'm so sorry. I can't believe he did this to you."
I clung to her, letting the tears I had been holding back flow freely. "Lisa, I'm filing for divorce,"