The Exhibitionist (Filipino)

Kabanata 2

NAPATITIG ako sa lalaking dahilan ng lahat ng nangyayari sa akin.

That good for nothing jacket guy who made me feel insecure.

That cunt.

Agad ay inabot ko ang wallet ko na nakalagay sa bulsa ng jean shorts ko at saka ako naghila palabas ng isang libong papel.

"Give me a drink." utos ko sa kaniya at saka ay inilapag iyon sa counter table.

Napangisi ang lalaki at saka napailing.

"You rich people love to command everyone, do you not?" tapos ay napapailing siyang tinalikuran ako, at saka ay kumuha na ng mga bote sa hard drinks section ng alcohol shelf niya nang may magsambit ng order, "Whiskey, double."

Napairap na lamang ako sa hangin. Pero hindi ako umalis sa pagkakaupo ko sa high stool.

As long as I am a customer, and he is just a damn bar tender, he will obey me.

I'm a customer, and what do these people say about customers? Ah, yes—They're always right.

I am always f*****g right.

I just stared at his back. I can't help but notice that he actually have a gorgeous back. Not too slim. His biceps not too bulgy as he raised his arms to reach the bottles. But about his abdomens, it wouldn't be that defined, I think. Gym is not in his style. But his body is fine, so fine. I stared at his figure. His limbs are noticeably long, he is tall after all. I can also see that he has the fingers of a pianist, long and slim.

My inner thighs are shuddering at the thought of his sexy hands. I waited for him to turn around with bottles in his hands. Soon, he did. But he's ignoring the fact that I'm here.

I stared at him as he poured the remains of the bottle on the glass. His long slim fingers gripping hold the neck of the bottle. I started to lick my lips, I kind of enjoying the view. Watching him, it's too sexy a view for me. It's actually reaching my satisfaction and I'm not even shifting on my seat, nor lifting my thighs to let other men check me out. I wasn’t even leaning on the counter for the guys to see underneath my tank top.

Jacket guy's lips pulled together in a thin line. His thick curly, but manly lashes brushed against his cheeks when he lifted his sight from what he's doing. His eyes pointed straight to me. His eyes were as unexpectedly warm as whiskey when he shot me a look. Though disdain is already creeping on his face.

I grunted. I would want to know why he hated me that much, when I am not even doing anything to him.

His arm extended, giving the other customer his order, and went immediately for another fresh one. He completely ignored mine.

Okay.

I think it's time for plan B.

I know just right what can get your attention, my Little Mr. Bartender.

"Max! Isa ng usual!" bigla ay upo ng isang white bearded na lalaki sa kalapit kong high stool. Bagsak ang mukha nito, tila parang pagod na pagod. So, Max is his name, huh? That jacket guy? It suits him. Name for a dog.

Napangisi ako.

Tiyak mawawala ang pagod na iyan sa mukha niya kapag nakita na niya ako.

Agad na may inabot na malaking baso si Max sa kaniya. Isang bote ng beer, I don't care what the hell the brand is, like it's my business. Ngumiti ng pagkalaki-laki ang matanda sabay saludo kay Max.

"Salamat, Max." sambit nito.

"Max, can I have the same drink as this man?" pahabol kong sambit bago pa man makaalis si Max upang pumunta sa iba niyang customer.

Nilingon niya lang ako. Walang emosyon ang mga mata niya, pero sapat na para maintindihan ko na ang ibig sabihin niyon ay "f**k off."

Napairap na lamang ako sa hangin.

Okay. Plan B it is, then.

It's what I should have done in the first place, since it's what I'm good at.

Stripping off.

Before he can even look away, ay inabot ko na agad ang knotted straps ng violet kong bikini bras sa batok ko at agad iyong hinila palabas sa suot kong manipis na tank top. I was not wearing anything else underneath, kasi may foam naman iyong bikini bra ko 'e. The knots loosened quickly as I tug on them. Fe doesn't tighten her knots when she help me wear bikinis. I always told her not to.

Agad kong nakita ang tila pag-igting ng mga bagang niya habang nakatitig sa ginawa ko. He glowered at me, his eyes are blazing fire, hot like a shot of whiskey.

He's not happy. As what he felt the first time he saw me doing the same agenda.

Although, it's a lot different now, but still, it's about stripping off.

Bigla ay may marinig akong malakas na kalampag, dahilan para lingunin ko ang katabi ko. Tumama na ang kaliwang pisngi nito sa glass na counter table ng kiosk tapos ay may kalakasan na ang paghilik nito. Tila kakarampot pa lang ang nabawas sa kaniyang alak ay bagsak na siya agad.

Hawak ang violet bikini bra ko ay iwinagayway ko ito pataas, at agad ay naghiyawan ang mga lalaki sa aking likuran. Except for the bearded man beside me. Damn, a small sip of his beer knocked him out. Well, it's his loss. Not being able to see a Goddess like me.

As if overwhelmed on the roar of the crowd at my back, my n*****s made their entrance on my little show, poking against the thin fabric of my tank top.

Hawak ang bikini bras ay agad ko iyong inihagis kay Max at saka ngumisi ng pagkalaki-laki. The intensity of the moment is making my n*****s hard. Lalong naghiyawan ang mga nakikiusyoso.

"Get out." madiin na pagkakasambit ni Max habang nakatitig sa mga mata ko.

Hawak ng isang kamay ni Max ang bra ko. Or it was like he's grabbing at it way too hard, I can even feel the choke even if I'm not wearing it anymore. His eyes were bored on mine alone. I saw how his lips moved when he said those words at me. I bit my lower lip. Everything about him is turning to be so sexy, even if I don't want it to be.

"No. Give me my order, just like what every other bar tender will do in every other bar." madiin ko ring pagkakasagot sa kaniya.

My inner thighs shuddered even more just by me speaking to him, each words emphasized.

Napangisi siya sa akin. Na tila siya ang nanalo, kahit obvious naman na hindi. Pero ang kaninang mga lalaking naghihiyawan para sa akin, lahat sila ay natahimik. Hindi ko alam kung bakit.

Tanging ang tugtog na lamang sa kalayuang dance floor ang lumilikha ng ingay.

"I'm not just a bartender. I own this bar, and I command you to get out." mas madiing sambit niya, tapos ay hinila niya paalis sa kaniyang katawan ang itim na apron na suot niya bago niya binuksan ang harang sa gilid ng counter table sa kiosk para makalabas siya.

Walang anu-ano ay hinawakan niya ang pupulsuan ko at saka ako kinaladkad paalis sa Loringe's Lounge. Hindi ako nagreklamo o nagpipiglas. All I was thinking as the sea of people's eyes bore on mine alone was the fact that Max's long and slim hand is gripping on my arm, and the fact that I'm not doing anything about it. I should be telling it on his face that he has no right of touching me, but I'm liking the tightness of his grip. How his long slim fingers curled on my arm. It's too arousing.

I was cut off my daydream when he shove me away from him, when we reached outside.

"What the hell is your problem?" tila napuno nang sigaw niya sa akin pagdala niya sa akin sa labas ng bar niya. Halata ang galit sa mukha niya at ang apoy sa mga mata niyang pilit kumakawala.

Galit siya.

Pero dahil ano, dahil hinagis ko sa kaniya ang bra ko?

Duh?

Is that reasonable enough?

Any man would die just to take a whiff out of my undergarments. They're dying to do so!

And this man—you're telling me—just kicked me out of his bar because I teased him with my bra?

And hello, he didn't even bother to ask, I did it all alone!

My own decision.

And he's not ecstatic?!

God, he should be so thankful for that. He should be!

"I wanted a drink, I only wanted a drink." sagot ko agad nang magkasalubong ang kilay ko.

He can't be the only one who's angry. He treated me so awful, and I'm a f*****g customer! I can put low rating on his bar, does he know that? Para mapilitan siyang magsara, dahil wala nang papasok sa bar niya?

"I told you, you're not getting any, didn’t I?" sagot niya agad at saka pinantirikan ako ng mga mata niya.

Napaikot ko na lamang ang mga mata ko.

This cunt.

All so stubborn!

Damn, so stubborn.

"You wanted my body so much, you'll trade your own damn bar for a sex." point out ko agad habang tinititigan ko kung paano niya panghigpitan ng kapit ang bra ko sa kamay niya.

Agad nagsalubong ang kilay niya at saka iniangat ang kamay niya na may hawak ng bra ko.

Nakita ko ang mga mata niyang bumaba ang tingin galing sa mga mata ko at pababa sa dibdib ko. I can bloody well feel my n*****s itching because he's staring at it too hard. I think they just hardened even more. And yes, he's still staring.

This f*****g cunt.

Blabber all you want and say you hate me, but I know boys well than any typical girls. Like them, you're attracted to me. Max, you are just a boy.

"Oh, yes, I bloody want your body so much I'm going to f**k you 'til you die." sarkastikong sambit niya at agad hinagis sa mukha ko ang hawak niyang bra, bago siya naglakad pabalik na sa loob ng bar niya.

Nanatili akong nakatayo sa labas, bra sa mukha ko.

I got nothing?

Not even a drool?

Not even a free drink?

He's paying for this—making me a laughing stock!

He'll pay for this.

I'm bloody losing myself because of him.