is this a nightmare or reality!

Emily was in her princess bedroom, looking out the window being a curious 5 year old girl watching her dad teaching her brothers karate when she heard the growling of big dogs. she watched the black dog with a white patch around its eye, jumping onto her big brother Riccardo's back when her mum ran into her room. Sadie's pov: I was in my office making plans for a masquerade ball when I felt my husband Ezra mindlinking me so I opened it and he rushed out "get our princess into the safe room now we are under attack" and I said "on it what about our sons" and I heard the reply " I'm holding them off I told them to run fast happens to me I love you". when running upstairs I linked back "I love you more" I ran intopur little girls room and I pulled her away from the window and I said Emily princess we need to be quiet and we need to go into the safe room that daddy showed you ok and she nodded. Emily's pov: mummy took my hand, and we started running as fast as we could, but my little legs couldnt run fast enough for my mummys liking, so she picked me up and ran until she was blocked. thats when I was put down and she said "princess run as far away as you can from here and don't stop until your safe ok" and "I said no mummy I can't leave you" and she said "go now". I ran as fast as I could out our house and I ran onto the field and I saw blood all over the place and I knew that my daddy and brothers were really hurt but I ran just like my mummy wanted me too. I got into the woods and I ran even though I was really scared and I ran until I couldn't no more and I dropped to the floor. unknown pov: it's May 19th 2004 and I'm out carrying out a search for stolen jewellery that we got information that was hidden deep in the woods so I walked into the entrance of the woods with my work colleague officer Kingston and he said "we should split up and radio each other when or if we find anything" and I said "Roger that" and walked off the the right with my metal detector. After 3hrs i heard my radio go off and I heard Officer Axel and "I said found anything" and he said "yes but not the jewellery there's a little girl in a bad way" and I spoke into the radio "stop the search we need to take her to the hospital." Emily's pov: I woke up screaming with the cold sweats of the nightmare I just had, or should I say horrible memories of how my family was slaughtered, I got off my bed or should I say small lumpy mattress with sharp jagged springs sticking out and I walked into my small on sweet bathroom or should I say bucket to do my business in and a small leaking sink and I put an old milk bottle lid that I stole from the kitchen into the sink as a plug to stop the water from escaping and I had a strip wash as that's all I'm allowed to have according to the people who adopted me that's all I deserve as I'm nothing but a worthless peasant that they adopted to make them look better in the society they live in. I will quote what they mean about looking better than the rest of the people around them " we only took you in to stop the others in our society talking bad about what their biological children get up to and make them look like better people". Because I'm worthless, good for nothing peasent I'm not aloud a bath or shower and I don't know the last time I have properly washed my long hair. Emily's pov continued (flash back Emily's memories when she was 5 years old): I remember it as if it was yesterday, waking up in the hospital with wires hanging out my arms and I saw a friendly looking police officer sitting in the chair next to the bed and he saw that I was awake and he smiled and said "hey little one Im police officer Axel what's your name" and I looked at him and he said "you don't have to be scared I just need to know your name just incase your mummy and daddy are looking for you". when he said that I started crying and that's when I heard another voice say "what did you say to make the poor child cry" and I looked up and saw another police officer and she said to the boy officer "go wait outside and I will speak with this sweet girl". Once he left I spoke with the woman officer and I told her my name, age and that my daddy won't come and find me as he was on the floor bleeding with my brothers and she said we will go and check if your family is OK and I nodded as she left. I didn't know how long it was until she came back and she had tears running down her face and She said I'm so sorry Emily your daddy and brothers are in the sky with a woman with long blond curley hair and I screamed and said nooooooo. After a couple of days of being in the hospital being looked after by the doctors and nurses the police officer who told me about my family came in with a scary looking woman and officer Quinn said "Emily I tried finding some of your family members to take you home to look after you but I couldn't find anyone so I want you to meet Mrs Richards she runs a children's home and you are going to go with her" and I said "what's a children's home" and Quinn said "it's a house full of children that you can make friends with until they can find you a new family" and I said " but I have a family" and that horrible witch said "your family is dead and you will never see them again and I'm putting a roof over your head until we can get you a new mummy and daddy". All i can say is I was in the care home for 5 years and I was 11 years old when I was taken by Mr and Mrs Western who took me home with them to be their full time slave and punch bag to their children. Now that I have explained this nightmare about my childhood let me introduce myself: my name is Emily Roni Saunders, I can hardly remember my childhood before what happened to my family when I was 5 years old and my Dr said that's because of the PTSD of the attack on my family from the big dogs, I am now 14 years old, I have bright blue eyes, very long blond curley hair, a small cute button nose, I'm very skinny and not very tall if I was to tell you my size i would guess around 5ft, I have small feet and I am not in education and I haven't been for just over 4 years and let me tell you something I have never told anyone as they might call me mad or crazy I hear a voice in my head that's named Snow and she is my best friend and that's when I heard from the voice in my head "your only friend and you love me for it". to be continued ....