Tomorrow Yesterday for today's yesterdays tomorrow.... Now!!! or Never depends on perspective it could just be Today or tomorrow

Dawn was sitting alone in her apartments bathroom. Hot water running to hide her sitting with her face in her hands. The bills were piling up and Logan had just gotten into trouble with the law Xander was staying with her mom. They just don't get along her and Xander. Now Logan's in trouble how much more can she take in she thought. She didn't want nick to see how much her heart was breaking and how much she was carrying on her shoulders at the moment. she was just recently demoted at work due to a manic episode of fifty percent real and fifty percent fake. Leaving her with a crazed card week of tarot justice played out beyond believable. She still wasn't sure what was real and what wasn't. She used to be happy every time she seen nich but since then he has been different. She can't place it. The things going on in her life are out of this world and with the recent bi polar skitzo effective diagnosis on top of the already crazed life she's been experiencing she can't even trust her own eyes. Especially not to even judge to see what's wrong with Nicholas. After Five days of staying up all night in card court with the powers that be as they try to explain the tarot cards to her and her and her families roles in the future of man kind. she only understood bits and pieces of what the cards were saying she's hoping it wasn't real just part of her new diagnosis, but as time goes by she's noticing more of what they were saying come in to play. Now she sits alone in the bathroom faking a shower just to be alone with her thoughts and just breathe it out. She can't help but replay the nights of the Tarot Cards Court Justice. Nick hasn't been the same since. She can't judge though she was just as lost since the nights of lights she liked to call it since the apartment was decorated with Christmas lights and all her new Christmas decorations. Being just her luck her first Christmas in her new apartment with her new boyfriend Nicholas. Nick being a young native guy didn't understand how many secrets she was carrying with her even though she tried immensely to explain to him all that had happened since the last horrible breakup she just went through with her ex boyfriend Scott. Nick never heard anything about it except for ex Scott. He was stuck on that instead of all the crazy things happening to her since and the comments Scott made about the coming while she was still innocent and unaware of the supernatural battle she was stuck in. As Dawn sat alone in the bathroom nick was playing video games in the living room with Logan neither of them missing Xander the way she was. She knew Xander probably wouldn't be missing them either but in the midst of her crazy thought process she couldn't help but wonder if he was missing his dear old mama the way she was missing him. During the week of lights he was brought up by the powers that be just as many times as Logan. The courts wanted Tammys opinion on where she wanted the originals of the boys and of all the kids in the world of chaos in which she just found out she lived in. She hadn't called Xander since the lights she thought it best she not know if he was gone or still there Logan was still here even though she granted custody of him during those courts with her baby momma Trina since Logan's dad had recently been unexpectedly taken by the Lord. Dawn unaware of who her imaginary friend was as a child was recently made aware of his likeness to the man represented as the Christian god during the court game. "Man, this is to much" she said as she kept playing run on thoughts in her head about the week of lights. She had been hearing voices for some time now and the further she looked back the more she noticed that she'd been hearing them longer than anyone would have ever expected. Dawn decided to shake it off after everything shed seen and been through it was more then likely the cause of a mental disorder gone array. She had noticed though that Nick had gone a little off his rocker as well. He in the middle of the card crazed game called out the name Lilith and walked out of the room. Dawn shook it off then but you have no idea how much that made since to her skitzo crazed reality in the future. The powers that be explained to her there were as many supernatural beings in the world as there were Christmas lights in her apartments. They also told her that she wasn't the only one of her kind. Her kind she shuttered at the thought of not knowing what she was let alone there being a world out there waiting for her to arrive as their paranormal princess. She definitely wanted to chalk that up to her crazy. Who the hell wants to be a princess she shook her head especially in the world she came from. she finished undressing her ivory skin cold and naked she climbs quickly into the shower as if to make up time. As if anyone would even notice she thought to herself as she rushed in the shower any ways. she always took forever washing her long brown curly hair. she had beautiful long auburn her that contrasted nicely with her pink lips and matching cheeks not to mention pops her beautiful green eyes. she always believed she was a homely girl. She was far from homely. She was Beautiful and fun and funny and never even noticed herself. She had definitely noticed Nicks dark skin native skin and his ruggedly handsome good looks. beautiful in her eyes with his dark sultry eyes and his firm embrace that kept you wanting more. She couldn't help but think of him while in the shower. She's always admiring him from affair he would have never believed she found him so dashing in the first place. Finishing up in the shower she rinses off one final time still rushing having grown an incredible fear of the bathroom since the nights of lights told her she would die by her own hand in the shower before her 38th birthday. She kept that bit of info and so much more to herself since not just her new mental diagnosis but since all the paranormal starting popping up in her life everywhere. Dawn even seem people at her job in her visions.Which confused dawn as much as she was greatful for the familiar faces. especially finding out her new best friend Grim the ferry man was actually a friend of hers named Robert attending for past lives with work for the lord. Grim warned her then that lots of people in her life where in same circumstances to be welled prepared for the stories the powers that be warned her were coming. Stories more like flashbacks she couldn't shake. And she has tried more then once to shake them it's almost like walking in two worlds on a fate string the one your aware of then the silhouetted one that almost seems like a transparent reality. she's had a couple already since the lights started but she'd been using gain lately since they began to help keep them in check clean for awhile now but definitely known in her day for having a drink or two she'd been struggling so bad as of late she's even graduated to pills recently to help keep the mania at bay but nothing seems to control the powers of the fate strings.