The pain in my chest woke me like a knife twisting between my ribs.
I bolted upright on the rough cave floor, gasping, my hand flying to the Deathmark. It throbbed hotter than before, like it had its own heartbeat. The air smelled of damp earth and smoke from a small fire nearby. Flickering shadows danced on the jagged walls. I was still naked from the shift, someone had thrown a thin blanket over me, but it did nothing to stop the cold or the burning.
"Easy there, Devourer," a rough voice said. The rogue leader from the forest knelt beside me, his face scarred and serious. "You crashed hard after we brought you in. Name's Garrick. We've got water if you need it."
I shoved the blanket aside and stood on shaky legs. "I need to get out of here. Now. Those pack hunters won't stop coming."
Garrick rose with me, blocking the cave exit. Two other rogues watched from the shadows, their eyes bright with that same weird reverence. "Slow down. You are safe for the moment. The Voss pack thinks you ran deeper into the wilds. We covered your tracks."
Safe? The word almost made me laugh. I paced the small space, ignoring the way my bare feet stung on the rocks. "Safe does not exist anymore. That mark on me... it is changing everything."
As I said Kael's name in my head, the hallucination slammed in without warning. I saw his massive wolf form pinning me down, teeth sinking into my throat, blood spraying across the forest floor. I clutched my neck and staggered.
"What is wrong?" the woman rogue asked, stepping closer. Her name was Sira, I remembered from the forest. "You look like you are seeing ghosts."
"It is him," I hissed through gritted teeth. "Kael. Every time I think about him, I see him killing me. The bond is poisoned. It is not pulling me to him. It is trying to break me."
Garrick exchanged a look with Sira. "That is the prophecy at work. But you are stronger than it knows. Sit. We will explain."
I did not sit. I kept moving, testing my legs. "Explain while I walk. I cannot stay here waiting for death."
Sira blocked my path this time. "You carry the blood of the Void Walkers, Nyra. They were supposed to be extinct for centuries. Ancient wolves who walked between shadows and light. Your silver coat, that mark. It proves it. The Moon Goddess did not curse you by accident. She marked you to awaken what was sleeping inside."
I stopped pacing and stared at her. "Void Walkers? I have never heard of them. My parents were ordinary wolves from the outer territories. They died when I was young. There is nothing special about me."
Garrick laughed low. "That is what they wanted you to believe. We have waited generations for one like you. The Devourer who will break the old packs and their false rules. You can take power, not just follow it."
Before I could respond, another wave hit me. Phantom pain stabbed through my side, like claws raking across skin that was not even wounded. I doubled over, swearing loudly. "Damn it. What now?"
"That is the bond working," Sira said softly. "He feels something too. The closer your minds get, the more you share. Pain. Strength. Everything."
I straightened up, breathing hard. "Then I need to put distance between us. Help me get far away from Voss territory."
Garrick shook his head. "Running alone will get you killed. Stay with us. We can teach you to use what is inside you. Your wolf... she is waking up, yes?"
As if on cue, a voice slid into my thoughts. Not Kael's this time. Smoother. Older. Darker.
"Hello, Nyra. I am Riven."
I froze. "What the hell? Who is talking in my head now?"
Sira smiled like she knew. "That is her. Your true wolf. Not just any beast. Something older."
I pressed my palms to my temples. "Riven? This is too much. Get out of my head if you are not going to help me survive the next hour."
Riven's voice purred back. "I am here to help you become more. Feel the hunger? That is us. We do not run from Alphas. We consume them."
"Stop it," I muttered out loud. "I am not consuming anyone."
Garrick tilted his head. "She is speaking to you already? That is faster than we expected. Good. The Void power will protect you from the bond's poison."
I turned on him. "You keep saying that. But right now this mark is making me see my own death every few minutes. How is that protection?"
Sira put a hand on my arm. "Because it is forcing you to face Kael. To take what is his. The prophecy says one must fall. Why let it be you?"
I pulled away. "I did not ask for any of this. I just wanted to shift and find my place. Not become some rogue savior."
Garrick stepped closer, his voice low and urgent. "The packs have lied for years. They fear what you are. Join us and we will strike first. We have numbers in the shadows. Weapons. Knowledge about the old ways."
I looked between them. Their faces were earnest, almost desperate. Part of me wanted to believe them. The other part remembered the cheers when the Council ordered my death.
"Give me some clothes and supplies first," I said. "Then we talk about joining."
Sira nodded and tossed me a worn shirt and pants from a pile near the fire. I dressed quickly, the fabric rough against my skin. The Deathmark peeked out at the collar, still glowing faintly.
"Better," I said. "Now tell me more about these Void Walkers. How do I control this before it controls me?"
Garrick grinned. "They were the first. Before the Goddess bound us all to her moon cycles. They took power from other wolves. Drank it in. You can do the same through the bond if you let Riven guide you."
Riven whispered again. "He is right. Reach for it. The Alpha's strength is already calling to us."
I shook my head hard. "No. That sounds like suicide. If I pull on Kael, he will come straight for me."
As I said his name, the bond surged. Another hallucination flashed: Kael's teeth at my throat again, but this time I saw myself fighting back, shadows pouring from my hands, draining him dry. I shuddered.
"Enough talk," I snapped. "I am leaving. Thank you for the help, but I handle this my way."
I pushed past Garrick toward the cave mouth. The night air hit me cool and sharp. Trees loomed thick outside. I took two steps into the clearing before the phantom pain returned, worse this time, stabbing deep into my side. I gasped and grabbed a branch for support.
"See?" Sira called after me. "The bond punishes distance too. You need allies."
"Watch me," I shot back. "I have survived worse than this."
I kept moving, forcing one foot in front of the other. My mind raced with their words. Void Walkers. Devourer. Riven's voice kept murmuring promises of power, of ending the fear. It sounded too good. Too dangerous.
Then the ground shook.
A massive black wolf burst from the trees into the clearing, eyes blazing amber. Kael. Fully shifted and enormous, muscles rippling under dark fur. He snarled, lips pulled back over fangs that could end me in one bite.
The rogues shouted behind me. "Protect the Devourer!"
But I could not move. Our eyes locked and the world tilted.
Pain and visions crashed over both of us at once. I dropped to my knees. Through the bond I felt Kael's rage, his confusion, and the same shared strength that made my blood sing even as it terrified me.
In the vision, I saw myself standing over his human form at the Moon Altar, shadows from the Deathmark wrapping around him, pulling his Alpha power into me as he faded. I tasted victory and horror at the same time.
Kael's wolf form collapsed across from me, a low whine escaping his throat. The connection burned like fire between us, pulling us closer even as it tried to tear us apart.
I gasped out loud, "What did you do to us?"
His voice pushed back into my mind, strained and furious. "Rejection. I tried to reject you in front of the Council. It did not break the bond. It made this. I see your memories now. Your loneliness. That hunger inside you. What are you, Nyra?"
I stared at his fallen form, chest heaving. The rogues circled warily but did not attack. Riven laughed softly in my head. "He is ours to take."
"Stay back," I warned everyone, voice shaking. "All of you."
But the bond kept tightening, flooding me with more of his thoughts. His father's beatings. The weight of the prophecy on his shoulders since he was a boy. And underneath it, the same dark pull I felt.
Kael's wolf form shuddered and began shifting back, his human body appearing naked and powerful in the dirt. He pushed up on one arm, amber eyes still locked on mine.
"This changes nothing," he growled. "The Council wants you dead. I came to finish it. But now... I feel everything you feel."
I rose slowly, fists clenched. "Then feel this. I am not dying for your precious destiny."
The air crackled with tension. The rogues watched like this was some holy event. Pain and power mixed in my veins, making me stronger even as it drove me mad.
Whatever came next, running was no longer an option. The mutated bond had us chained together. And one of us would have to break first