15 Jun. 75
G.
I could barely smell your c*m on the paper. One small spot was still wet and sticky. I had to hold it close to my nose. I jerked off while I was sniffing it. I’m going to do the same thing to this paper. I’ll wait till the last possible minute, because the wetter it is, the more you can smell it, and I want you to be able to easily smell it.
I’m getting nervous about college now. It starts in six weeks. August the 4th. What are they going to do when they find out I’m a crim? That I’m still in prison? Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea. I’ve been studying the texts, and now that I understand the terminology, it isn’t so difficult. I could work out how to do most of it myself.
Seeing the guidance counsellor is a good idea. That’s what she’s paid for. Maybe I should go.
J.
