Legs Crossed

Chapter Four - The Selfish Lover

I fought the urge to moan and kept my lips sealed to her tongue, instead, I allowed my hands to grasp her waist tightly as she shifted herself up against me, her breasts rubbing against mine over the thin material of my clothing and her other hand slowly finding its way into my hair.

She pushed her body against mine, throwing us back on the bed until she was hovering over me, her lips still sealed with mine, when I finally opened up giving her access, she roughly traced her tongue over mine, owning my mouth as my hands went weak and her legs kept me in place stiffly under her.

I didn't know if I was meant to move or start exploring yet, this whole thing was new to me even the warm shivers that ran up my stomach shocked me a little.

Gently, her lips left mine and began to travel towards the crook of my neck. I closed my eyes and bit down on my bottom lip, trying my hardest not to moan out as she nipped lightly against my skin allowing tingly hot sparks to set alight as she moved her lips down further towards my collar bone.

Her hands had wiggled free from my hair and grasped my own hands before holding them down above my head with one of hers before her right hand slid from in between my fingers and gently traveled down my exposed arm leaving me shivering with pleasure until her hand brushed the side of my breast and lay flat on my stomach. Her lips were still tugging at my exposed skin around my neck and my hips were arching just a tiny bit before her hand traveled under my vest and left my once warm skin cold and aching for more as she teased the tender skin under her fingertips.

However, before she managed to reach my bra, she pulled away and sat up still straddling my hips as she took hold of the hem of her shirt in both hands and yanked it off over her head. I simply sat there staring at her hair finally fell back around her shoulders, some cascading over her red lace bra and the curves of her pale skin completely exposed.

A slow pulsing arrived from my center and my teeth went limp on my bottom lip as I stared up at her before she leaned back down, hovering over me and pressing her lips to mine before she moved down and pulled my vest up towards my breast flicking the piecing on my belly bottom with her tongue leaving a warm sensation around my stomach as she continued to kiss. My hands had knotted in my own hair as I closed my eyes and fought the moan that begged to be released. But it was no use, the minute her cold hand had suddenly pressed against my center over my shorts, my eyes had shot wide open and a moan escaped my lips as she rubbed her palm increasing the pulsing and the heat from below along with it my moans.

I could feel the want stronger then ever, the way I wanted her back up facing me with her lips over mine, the way my hands practically begged to feel her as my back exploded into fireworks as I struggled a little under her strain of all these new emotions, fighting the sensations floating over me.

"F-Flo..." My voice cut off, there wasn't any point in speaking when all I could do was stutter. I needed her there and now and the way she was suddenly back up facing me showed she knew it. Her breasts hovered over mine, just brushing them as her lips locked back against mine and her hand continued the smooth rhythm as her free hand fumbled with the hem of my vest again.

I could feel her fingers suddenly move towards the zipper on my shorts tugging it down and unbuttoning my shorts but just as she removed her lips from mine and sat up to remove them, I also sat up, my hands flying to life as I grasped her bare waist and slammed my lips to hers, my hands slowly moving up her back as I felt her smooth skin under my fingers before reaching her bra strap.

Without another thought, I unclasped it and pulled away with my forehead still resting against hers, breathing out of control as she closed her eyes and I looked down watching as she pulled her arms from around my neck and allowed her bra to fall off, her legs wrapped around my waist now as I stared down her breasts.

Her n*****s were hard, and I licked my bottom lip allowing one hand to cup her right breast. The minute a soft moan escaped her lips and her head was thrown back, she began to grind against me, and I leaned my head down to her other breast, taking her n****e in my mouth and grazing the tender skin with my teeth.

It was almost like I had suddenly just found myself and I couldn't stop no matter what...I didn't want to stop.

The feel of her body against mine felt perfect, the way she mounded in was amazing and the way my arms had suddenly held her against me was wonderful and for that spilt moment, I forgot I hated her and just saw her as the girl I wanted. I could feel the lust between my legs grow wild and guessing by the darkness of her green eyes she was feeling the same because before I knew it, she was pressing me down on the bed, my shorts flying off along with my shirt and bra leaving me exposed except for my pants as she hovered above me.

She slid out from her jeans also before her head slowly leaned down taking my left n****e in her mouth and sucking as I moaned arching my back into her while her right hand massaged my other breast, flicking the n****e between her fingers while she did the same to the previous breast.

The feel of warmth against the pink skin made my whole body warm up with shivers, the pulsing in between my legs joined but now my knickers were soaked as I moved my hips up from the bed and ground up against her. Her hair scraped my chest also and I tangled my hand in her soft brown hair as her head went further down until she was kissing around along the hem of my underwear.

Her lips meet the side of my inner thigh before she slowly slid her finger in from the side of pants and rubbed my center in between my legs. My legs buckled from the sudden explosion of pleasure at her touch, my cheeks red as I felt her pull my pants completely off knowing I was fully exposed now.

But she didn't stop, her thumb began to rub against my c**t faster and faster, my back had lifted from the mattress and my eyes had shut tightly closed as I moaned out in pleasure, my hands grasping the side of the sheets before I felt her finger press into me, pumping faster joining the rhythm of her rubbing and from the core of my stomach I could feel myself building up.

My breathing quickened and my toes curled, my whole body screamed out before I felt the release and my body had collapsed back against the bed. Her hands were no longer near my center but instead, her lips were kissing their way up to my neck before meeting my lips and slowly swerving to my ear.

"I think that's enough experimenting for a night." She whispered and I just nodded enjoying the feel of her against me too much to open my eyes. I heard her chuckle lowly before shifting behind me, her arms wrapping around my waist as she pressed her breasts to my back and covered us with the bed covers.

For my first time with a girl and my first time experimenting with one...I don't think it could have got better but I don't think I was ready for more than that. Yet, I couldn’t help that nagging feeling of guilt eating away at me inside. Was it even that fun for her? Gosh, talk about being selfish. But the truth of the matter was, I was far too drunk to do anything about it.

Maybe tomorrow, tomorrow I’d make it up to her.

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"Hey, Dylan! Wake up!" my sister bashed her fist hard against my bedroom door and I jumped up in my bed holding the sheets tightly to my chest as I remembered what happened last night. I looked to the side to see the bed empty and only my clothes on the floor and sighed with relief.

She was gone.

"Um...yeah...I'm awake," I muttered back slapping my forehead against my palm as I mentally slapped myself over and over.

What the HELL did I do last night?! How on earth was that even a good idea! She's my bloody enemy! And I bloody well lusted over her last night! UGH!

But I think it was safe to say...I didn't really hate it...so maybe...maybe I was...a little bit...gay.

Or maybe I swing for both teams?

And what about Flo? She seemed to enjoy it too? Oh yeah, that’s right, your first time with a girl and your first time being a selfish prick under the sheets. Nice one Dyl. But it was then when I remembered the agreement, the one that made that night better than doing it with anyone else. We'd never talk nor think of it again, that’s what enemies do, they don't ponder on the past together.

Or do they? I guess something in the past that you just can’t get over is what makes you enemies. The constant pondering and no forgiving.

So maybe it was better trying it out with her.

Pulling the covers back I made my way towards the shower wrapped in a towel while burning red the whole while I remembered...she'd seen me naked. Hell, she’d done more than just touch me naked!

Once I'd showered, I threw on a pair of black leggings and a mid-thigh long red and green top covered with a black belt around the waist. I let my hair out lose to dry and made my way downstairs to greet my sister watching TV while I walked into the kitchen to fix something up.

"Hey, where's mum and dad?"

"Their plane got delayed, another week or so and they'll be back."

"Cool," I muttered pouring some juice into a glass and taking a gulp.

"Hey, Flo called." Before I knew it, I was choking on my juice and my sister muted the TV shifting around to face me with her eyebrow raised, "She...said she'd be coming over in an hour to get a start on your History work."

"Oh..."

"Yeah, so I said she could spend a couple of nights over since you know you two need to get the work done."

"WHAT?!" I yelled almost dropping the glass to the ground.

"What?! You two seemed to be getting along." Oh, if only you knew...

"B-but-"

"Chill, I invited Nate and Chess over too. So, you’re cool. I have my mate and my boyfriend and you have your mate."

"Mums gonna kill you."

"Only if she finds out," Ronny said winking as she tapped the side of her nose and the thought that maybe what she said applied to me in another way too. Mum would kill me if she found out about a s**t ton of things in all honesty.

"Yeah...I guess so..."I whispered to myself before making my way upstairs trying to get ready to face my demons.

How the hell am I going to get through this now?! Images of her body replayed in my mind, the way her breasts were just the right kind of perky, the way her hair kissed her shoulders in perfect cascading waves and the way her lips felt so soft . . . so . . . perfect.

Oh god.

This can’t be happening.