The Luna of my Heart

The night before

I thought my father was the best Gamma ever. Ruthless, merciless. He ran his troops like a well oiled machine. They knew exactly how to move and work together. He started training me when I could stand for more that five minutes on my own and he trained me the same way that he trained the troops, ruthlessly. He treated his family worse than he treated the troops, this is when my eyes opened. He would beat us all, my mother and sisters too. I would stand up for them, but he would beat me to a pulp and then carry on beating everyone else. 

We very often ended up in the infirmary. 

So on my sixteenth birthday, when I got my wolf, I killed him. Since then thirty-three years have passed. My mother still mourns not having a mate, but she is happy and safe. My three sisters grew up and found mates of their own and have pups. They are happy, healthy and well protected by their mates. 

It's only me, I'm all alone and tomorrow is my fortieth birthday. I will forfeit my position as Gamma and their will be a contest to establish who is the next Gamma.

This is why tonight is my last chance to find a mate, at our Moon Goddess festival. A festival that was specially arranged by my Alpha, who is like a brother to me. 

I am sitting with the pups and telling them stories of our Moon Goddess, why she is so special to us, her blessings and why we celebrate her. I lose my train of thought and imagine what my mate would look like, if the Moon Goddess were to bless me. 

One of the pups jumps on me, startling me and I high five him for literally getting the jump on me. I tell them to scoot and get some food before the rest of the festivities start. 

I wander from group to group, introducing myself, seeing a lot of unmated she-wolves, but not one that I am drawn to. I eat without even noticing what I am eating and eventually I just go and sit by one of the bonfires that has no-one. Suits me just fine. 

It's just after eleven and I should probably just go and start packing my stuff, so that I can move to the Omega house tomorrow. I cannot see how the Moon Goddess will bring me my mate before twelve. 

I sit in sadness, knowing that if I got my mate, it will make me a better person. I will be stronger, train harder. I would protect her and cherish her. I would not hurt her in any way. 

Staring into the fire absentmindedly, I think about the type of mate that I would be, how I would treat our pups. I smell a whiff of strawberries and cream and close my eyes to take a deep breath, so that I can enjoy the scent more. Alpha probably made sure that there were strawberries for desert, my favorite. I keep breathing deeply and the smell is getting closer, along with such an intense longing for it, that I pin down to my depression and the horrible way I feel right now. The scent gets stronger and I take another deep breath through my nose, reveling in the intensity of the scent. 

When I breathe in again, I can smell that it is right next to me and I turn my head to take one final whiff before I take it and eat it. Just as I want to open my eyes, I feel lips against mine, as soft as down feathers. My tongue shoots out to taste them, strawberries and cream, all right. A tongue comes from between these soft lips and touches mine and a bolt of what feels like electricity ecstasy shooting into my brain and my heart at the same time and running down to my groin. Our tongues dance and slide against each other, my teeth nipping those soft lips.

When we stop kissing, I open up my eyes and see the most beautiful cream white face in front of me, with grass green eyes and strawberry blonde hair framing her face. 

"Hi, I'm Vixen." she says.

My thoughts run through my mind like wolves chasing their tails. 

"... mark me?" she asks. "What?" I say shocked. What did I miss her asking me?? Why did my mind decide to take a holiday right now. "I said, would you like to tell me your name and take me to a more private place to mark me?" she repeated.

"I'm Bear, I mean, I'm Logan, but everyone calls me Bear." I say. "Would you mind if I introduced you to my Alpha first, before it gets too late?"

She got up, grabbing my hand and pulling me with her. "Lead the way." she says.  

Our hands fit together perfectly and though she only stands about five feet forty-four inches, she is amazing, voluptuous. 

"Alpha, I would like you to meet my mate. They just got here, and she found me a couple of minutes ago." I said to Alpha Rafael. "Her name is Vixen." 

"Well, Vixen, welcome to the pack." he says, "Why don't you take her to your house and have some time alone?"

"We were actually on our way, but Logan wanted me to meet you before it got too late." she said, 

 "He is very eager to show me where we will be staying." 

"We?" Alpha Rafael asks. "Yes, I have three pups from my previous mate, who was killed in a raid roughly five years ago."

"Well, I suggest you make sure that they will be comfortable before you get busy." he answers.

"Thank you, Alpha." I say, and we turn to leave.

"So, three pups?" I ask. "I'm so sorry you had to find out this way. " she says, "I would have told you once we were in your house, but Alpha asked and I felt I couldn't lie." 

I appreciated that she was willing to incur the wrath of her mate, just to keep her integrity. It says a lot about who she is. "I am not angry," I say to her gently, "I would like to know more about them."

"Oh, well, Mia is seven, Lily is nine and Sierra is twelve." she says with a sparkle in her eye. I can see that she loves her pups very much.

As we reach the house, I unlock the door and pick her up in a bridal hold to take her over the threshold. I kick the door closed behind us and realize we are finally alone. I pull her towards me and start kissing her, while I walk towards the couch.

I sit down and move her so that she is straddling me and we continue kissing, our tongues dancing along each other, my hands move towards her breasts and my thumbs rub across her hard n*****s. I need to feel more, so I pull her shirt out of her jeans and over her head to land on the floor, she is wearing a beautiful lacy bra, which follows the shirt. Her breasts are amazing and I cannot stop touching them, I take a n****e into my mouth and suck gently, nipping it softly with my teeth. She starts taking off my shirt and I move so that we can get fully naked.

We stand and look at each other, taking everything in and then come together kissing and touching. She pushes me down onto the couch and takes my shaft into her mouth, moving up and down, making me think that I want to explode. "Vixen!, I'm going to c*m if you don't stop now." I breathe. She slows and stops and I take the opportunity to pick her up and lay her on the couch. I get between her legs and start licking her entrance, she arches and moans. I rub my finger around her c**t and put my tongue inside of her, moving in and out and pleasing her as much as I can. She grabs my hair and starts moving with me, moaning. She is so wet, so luscious, I love her taste, just like strawberries and cream. 

Oh, Logan!!! I'm gonna c*m!!!" she cries. "Oh!!!!" She shoots c*m all over my mouth, while I lick her clean, she keeps moaning. I want to be inside her, so I pull her to the side of the couch and put her knees on the floor. Her ass looks delicious from this angle. I put my c**k inside her, sliding in slowly so I feel everything, every moment. "Logan, Oh, Logan..." she pants, "You're driving me crazy!" I pull out a bit, just so I can feel moving in to her again. "Logan, more, more. I want you Logan!" she pleads with me. I push all the way inside of her and feel as though I am whole. "Make love to me, Logan?" she pleads again.

Slowly I move inside of her, in and out. Gently, enjoying every moment. Slowly making her whimper with pleasure, holding onto her hips so she cannot go too far. Her n*****s are just touching the couch as we move, the sensation must be sensitive and sweet, fueling her desire. 

"Oh, Logan! Faster, please? Harder!" she pleads. I take hold of one of her n*****s and play with it while we make love, tugging and rolling it gently. While I start to move faster inside her, I hear her breathing and panting. "Oh, Logan! Yes! Yes!" she cries. Just as we c*m together, I bite down on her neck and mark her, slowing down and licking her wound so that she will not feel any discomfort.

'Oh, Logan, that was amazing!" she says, "You're so huge, you fill me up and it makes me feel amazing."

"That indeed was amazing!" I say enthusiastically. "So good, I want to do it again." I say with my wolfish grin. 

"Really," she asks, "Will you be able to?" I smile and say, "You are like a drug to me, look." And I show her my c**k, ready for round two. 

She immediately takes my c**k into her mouth and starts sucking. "You taste so good!" she says, and carries on. Then she climbs on top of me and climbs onto my shaft, sliding down slowly, letting me fill her again. I hold her breasts and rub over her n*****s, she arches her back while riding me. Moaning softly, she starts to move faster, I put my finger on her c**t and rub gently. She takes a deep breath in. 

"Logan, you're making me c*m, Oh, Logan! Yes! Yes!." she cries. She slows down and I turn her so that I am lying on top of her. I go into her again and start moving gently. 

Kissing her while we make love, our tongues sliding against one another, moving down to her breasts. Licking her n*****s, feeling her arch and grab my hair. She starts mewling like a little kitten. "Logan, it feels so good, you feel so good inside of me!" she says. 

I move harder and faster, knowing that I will finish again and again to bring her pleasure. I don't want to stop giving her pleasure. I want to hear her shouting my name every day. 

As I am moving I can feel her tighten around my shaft, feel she is close to finishing. I kiss her passionately as we c*m together.

We lie there holding each other, exhausted and fulfilled, for now.