Regrets

Rain

I was questioning myself to the god about everything. What would I do of this little thing? I don’t have anyone with me how could I help this little thing? He or she whoever is in my tummy will always be the kid of s**t? Things will be better if I just let it go.

i was all drown in my thought when a drop of water fell on my hand which was place on my belly. And, here came an unwanted guest the rain. I ran and took a shelter under a roof of a shop. I was wet and hungry. The winds were very cold. I was very tired I sat down and buried my head in the gap between my knees and chest. I was feeling very cold and was just thinking about the life I hold. The drop which fell on it.

I was shriveling with cold and was rubbing my hand up and down. And I don’t know why but I was feeling very weak.i was truly as weak as ever I was freezing...I was hungry.....I was scared. And I just take the support of the wall next to me and closed my eyes. After, an hour I heard the footsteps they were coming towards me and I open my eyes. My eyes were heavy and partially open. Everything was blur and I saw a face and it was of Liam. He picked me in his arms and put me on the back seat and we went to his place....

after that all I remember and can know is the drop of water on my tummy. And my eyes were closed there was no other thought...........I was lost. I drifted to a sleep and it was like I don’t want to wake up. My scars my bruises my demons I hold all of them together and closed my eyes as I can’t really open them. I am afraid what Liam will do. But I can’t help and just fainting in my long sleep.