"I am so tired. I'm so desperate and I hate this me. Was I always like that?" She said to herself. She got up while holding the table beside her. She walked but suddenly everything turned dizzy, then black. She didn't know what happened after that. She had a dream. Kirito was smiling. They held hands and he was happy. He was so happy with another woman while she stood afar and looked at them. "Kirito, don't leave me! I'll listen to whatever you have to say—— Please don't go!" She ran towards him and pushed the other woman away. She clenched his shoulders "Why is every woman but me okay? I love you more than anyone else, Kirito! Choose me every time, even in our dreams—— Choose me. Why can't it be me?" She began crying. He looked at her as she fell on his feet, weeping her eyes out. That

