Charles " I don't love Lana!" I protested. Ben just stared at me intently. " I'm not letting her go." He said, his eyes were actually tearing up now. I lost all of my anger and frustration then, it just melted away seeing his pain. Knowing he had hurt Joey as did I. We had no true claims on her. " I don't think you deserve her." I said. He just nodded quietly as a silent tear spilled over onto his cheek. He didn't bother to hide it. " I don't deserve her either." I admitted. We were right back to where we started, both of us stuck...with complicated lives that kept us from being free to be with Josephine Brennan. " She's going to go for Arturo isn't she?" I said, grinning. Ben threw back his head and laughed, breaking the sullen mood we had fallen into. He lay back down

