The Alpha!

Truth that shouldn’t be told.

I saw it in his eyes. He didn't even remember me. The fact that he growled was because male wolves doesn't hurt females. I don't know what happened to Marcel, but as the alpha he should remind him how the males behave with the females. 

I hurt Marcel. I can't believe I just did that. After what happened the alpha left with the beta and Nicole, while everyone continued with training. 

Marcel was nowhere to be found. "Hey,  it's okay!" Andra voice came between my thoughts. I looked at her eyes, she meant it. 

"I should find him." I said sounded sad.

"You guys will talk, but I think better not today."

...

Today was the birthday of Nicole. She was going to have a birthday princess. I could see everything out of my window. The garden looked like a dream. I was on my modest room looking out of the window. It was afternoon and I still haven't leaved my home.

I heard someone knocking. Door opened without me saying come. Dad walked in wearing a blue suit. He looked handsome. He was 47 years old. His hair was getting little grey, with it and the beard.

We didn't look alike. 

"Will you not come?" He asked.

We didn't have a really close relation.

"No."

Never had it.

"Well, I will get some cake for you from the party."

He just said that and left.

My mind was a mess.

Him.

Marcel.

Nicole shifting.

Who will be her mate? 

Little far from our house was a lake, whenever I felt like today I used to go there. I never thought someone knows there. I never have seen someone there. This made me call him my place. It was hidden by the trees and you could make love with the moon there without anyone seeing.

I wore a black simple wide dress, kind of weird, I am not the type of dresses and let my hair loose.

I wore my my sandals and left the house.

To go to the lake I must pass through the garden, through the extravagant birthday, so I thought wearing like that was better.

I was walking near, trying not to get attention when I heard clapping all around. I turn my head in the direction of the one of the big trees and I saw a huge brown wolf come out. The wolf was as tall as me or more. It was a shewolf. It was Nicole. Her eyes were a blue piercing full of pride. 

I saw the beta had the same stare.

Would I ever make my father look at me like that? 

Sadly, I know that not.

"She is so beautiful and so huge!" The daughter of gamma's Sandra said.

"Yeah, what a shame that her brain is the same size as earlier."  I shouldn't have said that with a loud voice.

The beta gave me dead look in the eyes and I heard a growl from Nicole. I was being disrespectful and I was looking like the jealous girl.  

I was jealous, but I was stating facts.

In my head came a voice, two voices. While all the pack members could communicate easily in mind link I would have this throbbing headache.

One looked familiar, it was dad's, "Ask for forgiveness!" It was an order. Uffff!

I knew I got the attention and they were all looking at me, waiting for my forgiveness.

She was the beta's daughter after all.

My dad came in the view ordering me with his eyes.

I was having this second voice in my head, making my head hurting that much that I wished I had it ripped.

Most of the time I use to block the mind link because I couldn't dealt with the headache. Another voice wanting to enter and it was giving me a really bad time.

The best was to ask for forgiveness.

"I am sorry" I initiated the request when a voice boomed in my head causing me a death ache "I will rip you head off!!" It was a strong feminine voice, it was Nicole, f**k she entered in my mind link even that I had it blocked, she was strong and she could really rip my head off, but she was causing me so much pain and I got angered so I finished my sentence saying "little brain." 

Trying again to block her from my head I sprinted around to run. Maybe she wouldn't catch me. She could, but maybe she would let me be. I was going to get the hell out of there when I bumped in a hard wall chest. Now my nose ached too. I fell on my butt, while lifting my eyes. He could have catch me if he wanted. I saw a scold in his serious face. On all of all people, why should I have bumped to the alpha?

I was feeling moisture in my nose, it was blood. Apart from that the f*****g Nicole wouldn't stop trying to enter my mind link.  My hands went to my head, trying to stop the headache. I couldn't concentrate on anything. She should stop it, I felt tears in my eyes. It was agonizing.

"Stop!" I whimpered.

I don't if they got it, but I heard another "Stop!" from the beta's mouth.  I was crying when slowly the headache faded. I was still on the ground with my head in my hands. 

Slowly I breathed deeply, I couldn't feel again this pain.  I don't know how much I stayed like that when I heard 

"You mustn't show your strength at the weakest."  He said in a commanding, stern yet comprehensive voice.

I was the weakest? This all I was for him? A weak pup. I felt all my insides hurts. 

"She was being disrespectful, alpha." Came Nicole voice. So she shifted back in human.

"She was asking for forgiveness, but you messing with her head made her disrespect you again." He said. Was he protecting me?

"Hell I was being sincere." I mumbled under my breath. I thought they didn't hear that, but being the wolves they were with super hearing they did.

I could feel my father disappointment and angered.

Was I failure for him? I was for everybody. This wasn't new. Why would I be hurt about what alpha said? Was the truth, I knew it, everybody knew it.

"She disrespected me again. As a beta I can never permit that, it is an insult not to me, but to my father and ranking." 

"I didn't disrespect your father or you ranking, I stated facts about your brain."  I mumbled touching my aching nose.

"I ask you forgiveness of what my daughter caused. She is still little and doesn't think properly of her actions. This will not happen again." 

Oh, thanks dad for being in my side. So today I was called "the weakest" "little that doesn't think properly her actions." 

Fuck this, I'm out. 

I saw as the beta nodded his head. 

I was getting up from the ground when I heard a husky, stern voice saying "Your daughter needs to get disciplined, delta. I would like to discipline her by myself." 

I didn't know if I should be flattered or scared that the one who asked this was the alpha.