The Alpha!

Remember forgetting.

You see two years have passed since that day. After that I passed out. I woke up in my room with dad looking at me intently. I didn't leave house for three months. Dad didn't told me to ask forgiveness for what I did, and I didn't.  I was expecting him to say that what I did was so wrong, in one way in fact he told me, but he never told me to ask for forgiveness.

But he punished me with lockdown, I accepted. I didn't want to go out anywhere. I used to see again Andra and Marc and my aunt. That was all. 

In those three months I never thought if what I did was wrong or what happened to me, I just thought about him. His grip on me, his stare, his hot breath. I was going crazy to see him again. 

I used to catch him in my sight looking out of the windows where he use to leave the pack house or enter. For sure he forgot about me. Today when I remember, I get angered. In a cute no way. He called me pup. I had a developed body that time. My breasts were noticeable, they were big, god what am I saying! Maybe I wanted him to see me in a different way. To see me as a woman.

Right now we are at the training field. It's really big. In my sides are Marc and Andra. They are insulting each other for what I don't know.

It is 16:05. The alpha trains the best warriors. 

They are around 546 men. 

I told you. We are quite a pack.

This one just the best.

The beta trains the younger wolves. While the alpha's sister trains the women.

I love the fact that he doesn't train women. But sometimes he does, but most they are mated. When they are not, you could enter in my imagination and see horror.

Am I a stacker? One that does make no harm.

My father once saw me here and asked me, I said I wanted to see new tactics, learn.

I don't know if he bought it.

It was quite a sight.

Sometimes we used to bet who will win when there were battles.

The fact was I was always looking at him.

Admiring him.

Adoring him. 

It was enough for me. Watching him.

"Sometimes I feel blessed that we aren't being trained by the alpha." Andra said. Her voice was soft.

I could understand her. He was really strict and could be frustrated easily. We found difficult the training just by watching it, yet doing it. 

It was a whole t*****e.

A hot t*****e!

Seeing him shirtless, his big muscles, biceps, his eight pack, yeah, what was I saying?!

Right now they were just warming their body. Doing different exercises.

We were far, still not that much, we were in top of a hill while could see everyone.

"Will you come tomorrow?" Marc asked me.

For a moment I didn't get it, than it hit me.

Tomorrow was the birthday of Nicole. 

She was being 18.

Going to shift and maybe find her mate.

"Please the alpha can't be her mate!!!"

I knew Nicole after what happened she will never want me in her party. I mean is normal. Her father of course invited me, because of father, but I prefer staying home.

"I think not." I said looking at Marc.

Marc was blonde with blue eyes. Quite handsome. 

I liked blonde guys for brothers.

"I think you should come." He said said taking off his shirt.

"What you doing dummy?!!" Andra said in a irritated voice.

"Marcel wants to get out." He let out a deep breath, he went behind a tree to undress. We heard the cracking of bones and after some minutes came out a grey wolf.

"Marcel!" I squealed.

He came slowly and let me pet him. He purred in anticipation. His wolf was quite big and had a really soft fur. I was fondling his ears while having my eyes at the alpha. They had started the training. 

I heard a growl from Marcel.

It seems I forgot to pet him. He put his head on my lap and just purred. 

Knowing that maybe I couldn't have my wolf made me vulnerable towards them. I just to give and take love from them.  

"You know," Andra started talking " Marc would never get to put his head on your lap." 

 She laughed as she knew this would irritate Marc.

I was still seeing the training, the alpha, couldn't he just look one time at me? 

The alpha was giving some new orders when I saw the beta with Nicole going there. 

I must not lie, Nicole was a barbie doll. Beautiful, yet plastic. She was taller than me, fitter, with blue mesmerizing eyes, and purple hair. It wasn't her natural hair! And the way she wears, well is another brand. Her makeup is perfect and she does it by herself. I suck at makeup.

I watched as alpha was giving his attention to them.  All the time I had his back, now I had to see his front.

He could lift his eyes just a little to see me.

"Marcel, can you please hear what are they saying?"

I heard him growl irritated but his head went up and his ears lifted. 

For a moment I thought the alpha locked eyes with me. Electric tingles erupted through my body just at thought that he was watching me, but for sure I was wrong.

Marcel lowered again his big head at my lap. For the first time I didn't want him there. The fact the the alpha would see it made me nauseous. But, I couldn't hurt Marcel.

"They are talking again, hear them please, Marcel!"

I heard a loud growl from Marcel.

He didn't like growling at me, but Marcel was way more smart than Marc, he knew I didn't want him to put his head on my lap and this angered him.

He put again his head on my lap.

Thinking that his growl would take attention and they will, no he will see the scene I pushed his head off my lap hard which angered Marcel that much that he growled and showed his canines to me.

I got scared and a little cry left my mouth.

Immediately a loud growl erupted through the field. It was way more dangerous, dominating and scary.

I felt myself trembling. I watched as Marcel took off lowering his head, all the men, Andra, his beta, including Nicole had their had bowed, even though his growl were for Marcel. 

Still they were showing their obedience.

However I forgot to lower my head and looked directly in his eyes.

I watched as his eyebrows knitted together at my disobedience, I was so out of this just when Andra pinched me at my arm I snapped to reality lowering my head. 

I could still feel his burning stare, his dark aura and dominance that could make anyone obey to him. 

A tears slipped of my eyes, he had forgotten me.