Out of Love

I open my messenger and greet everyone about christmas you replied back and that's the start of our story. You are my childhood friend we know each other when we were elementary student. Our friends tease us about us. I begun have crush on you and you said you have crush on me too. I am shy type person but your not you have sense of humor, your funny and so charming. You have lot of friends but your friends also my friends and we are in our circle of friends. I never have a chance to be close enough to you. when we are in our highschool life you become famous because your handsome and I was a typical type of girl that I want that time is to focus on my study. You become a playboy and I take serious on my studies. I heard lots about you but I ignored it because I don't care I really want to finish my studies. During college, I studied far from our province I studied in city and my life changed. I became sociable and more city girl than my usual self back when we are in our highschool life. I finished in college and during those my college life I don't know what happened to you. but I found out that you have a girlfriend. I also have a boyfriend but our relationship ended because he cheated. I told my self I need to move forward and to fixed my heart again and to follow my dreams. I decided to apply abroad which is in Japan before my departure our agency give us a free days to went back home. I went back home that's the time we have communication again we chatted in messenger but first thing I remember thay I am the one who message you a greetings becuase that time it was christmas. I am very happy because... I don't know I feel like there was something with our conversation I am excited to see you and talk to you in person. We went out and eat barbeque. I treated you I am a little bit upseat because your not gentleman haha of course because I am the one who treated you but it is okay for me I know you don't have money. we talked we laughed so many things. In our conversation I see my self with you in the future I don't know why but I see a future together maybe because your eager to do things that you want in the future. After that time, our batch decide to go out. we enjoyed the day and we drank a lot. Everytime our eyes met I know you and I have the same feelings but I don't know something strange your very aggresive and Your eyes gives me excitement everytime I see you look at me. I said I want to go home because you know that I was drunk you said you will give me a ride. but before we went home we talked and you hold me and hugged with passion sunddenly you kisses me and your kissed turn me into something that it should not happened but I don't know I agreed to what you want to do. we are not in relationship but we did something that I know that your responsible for that. I realized that I need answer from you we met again the next day I want to clear something what was happened to us that night I was drunk and that happened between us should not happened but we need to do things right. You told everything to me about your ex and I said that She is your ex now and I am your present that night again we shared love together I don't know why did I do that thing so easily with you. After my vacation I need to go back because it just only for temporary happiness of my life with I need to go back to reality that I want to go abroad to work and to support my family. We decided to continue our story even if we are in a long distance relationship. I was in japan and your in our province. later you also decide to follow me. after so many years of longing and waiting finally we meet again in Japan.