Was this how it felt? To be incapable of feeling anything, I laid on my bed with no zeal whatsoever to continue this life thing.
Why did life have to be so cruel to me? All of the people I wanted, never wanted me back.
I finally wrote a four letter word, that carried so much meaning, yet was so vague, "Numb"
was I numb right now?
I wasn't exactly feeling the stink of what happened earlier neither was I feeling giddy and purposeful toward life.
I had so many questions I needed to ask, but I refrined myself.
"What you are ignorant of, has no power to hurt,"or say they say, truthfully, I was terrified of the truth.
I needed to get rid of this emptiness, I just wanted to feel something, anything at this point.
I picked up my phone and watched my favourite scene in the series I love so
