Bella In the car on the way to the airport. I told him everything not the part where he rap and hit me. But everything else I am too ashamed of. He would think I was crazy for crying about him. But the truth is I love him that won't change. Even after all this I still love him that is what makes it even worse. He asked for my phone and his guy told the tracker out of it. I didn't even know he did that. He said he was going to scramble my signal so when I'm pen where we were at. That made me happy because I don't want to go back. On the plane I felt like a weight was left and off of my shoulders. And I feel asleep. Luca Where the f**k am and why am I naked? This isn't my room. Where is Bella? Oh no I have to get out of her I really f****d up again and with Abby. I have to get

