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You know when the pain inside of your heart feels like someone is ruthlessly, mercilessly stabbing your heart with the sharpest knife over and over again before stomping on it,that's how I felt whenever I thought about him.looking at him now and seeing his eyes with black bags under them broke my heart,but I was a little bit happy,at least I wasn't hurting alone, it's satisfying in a way even though a tiny piece of my heart bled for him.
"I am sorry Gamma, you are blocking my path." I said sarcastically, internally rolling my eyes. He sighed painfully hanging his head low. Shame and regret in his eyes. His beautiful brown eyes looked really sad.
" I am sorry Angie for being a douchebag and asshole to you." he said lowly,I would be lying if I said something inside me didn't want to run into his strong arms to console him,it took a whole lot of will power not to do that.
" It's fine,you are forgiven,bye." I had to get away from him before i could do anything stupid and end up embarrassing myself. I turned to leave hurriedly but I only took two steps before I could understand why he was sorry.
" Jackie found her mate." it was just one sentence but it nearly knocked the breath out of me,I somehow wanted him to be sad because he regrets his rejection,I stupidly felt hurt for seeing him sad because I wanted him to want me back, but it was all for her. I fought hard to blink the tears that threatened to escape,I felt stupid. I stopped and looked back at him,I could tell that he really was hurt,but he deserved it.
" Oh, that's great news," I said looking straight in his eyes, hiding all the emotions that I felt inside. I spend days in my room crying for someone who gave no s**t for me.
"I.. I thought maybe you would like to know,and maybe we can get together some time,an...." the nerve of this guy,.
" You rejected me, remember? it's over,there won't be any get together or anything between us." I snapped angrily, trying hard to not let my wolf Nala to take control, I left hurriedly shaking with anger,but mostly disappointment,.
My already broken heart shattered as I ran upstairs to my room,the only place that I could let my emotions out.
shutting the door close,I stood against it letting my tears roll down,soft sobs escaping my mouth as I tried really hard not to scream my lungs out and throw things around. My wolf whimpering at the back of my mind,she was just as hurt as I was.
"we have to be strong Angy,we can't let him break us,we are special and strong,he will regret what he did ." Nala said,her voice getting stronger as if she regrets crying for Chris, I could also feel myself getting stronger,tears drying out as if someone just shut the tap off,. I took deep breaths standing up straight and chinning up,I went to wash my face chanting to myself 'am strong.'
" Nala,what do you think is going to happen when the king arrives here?" I asked my wolf distracting myself.
"I honestly don't know,but I have a feeling things are going to change drastically for us." she said seriously.
" what do you mean,is it a good change or a bad change?" I have been through a lot in a short period of time,and I don't think am ready for anything bad,I could use some good news.
" I honestly don't know,but let's just wait and see." and just like she retreated back into my mind. I wish whatever change that's coming would be positive.
" Dad,can you please tell me more about this prophecy?" I asked settling down on the chair in his office,and if I wasn't looking so intently at him,I would have missed how his body seemed to freeze for a second before he composed himself.
"Did your wolf say anything?" he asked not meeting my eye,he looked really uncomfortable.
" Not much,just a change is coming,not entirely sure what kind." I answered honestly.
"hmm!" I said thoughtfully.
" It doesn't say much,just that "the Queen will be born from an alpha and human,her eyes will be as red as fire and not even the strongest alpha will be able to look at her." that's it." he concluded,massaging his temples.
" So because my eyes glowed red,and am the daughter of an alpha and a human, you guys think that it was about me?" I asked tilting my head to have a good look at him,he nodded softly at my words.
" Believe me I am praying that we are wrong,but the is no explaining why you growled the way you did not to mention your aura,the need to bow down to you." he said,I could see the pain in his eyes,it was hard for him,the danger that I would be in if it's true. I took his hand that was now clenched into a fist, holding it tightly in mine.
"It will be alright daddy,don't worry,am sure it's just a coincidence,yes coincidence,that's it." I said trying to convince him,and myself.
" Let's just wait for the king,he is going from pack to pack looking for his mate,so let's just wait and see if we can trust him." he said.
" Ok dad," I said, " am going out for a bit, please let mom know." I said standing up heading towards the door.
" Ok be safe, please Angy be careful." he warned.
" I will dad,bye." I left his office heading towards the front door,I opened the door ready to walk out but jumped back screaming.
Damn!
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