Silent

ten

Rashma pov.

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After I finished doing the laundry, I immediately put the clothes in the dryer machine , para may masoot si little p. Napakalas talaga ng tama ni Lily sa amin, pakiramdam ko hindi ko kayang hindi ito hawakan at Lily is the only one we see as perfect. We would be devastated if we lost her.Hindi kami ganito kasaya noon, laman ako ng bar at sa kahit anong gulo, ang kambal ko naman parang sa trabaho lang umiikot ang mundo nito, parati lang itong nagtatrabaho sa hospital, halos hindi na umuuwi sa bahay, at ganoon rin ako.

But when Lily came into our lives, it felt like she completed our world. My twin and I are so happy whenever we see Lily happy, that's why we don't want her to get hurt. Before, I thought my feelings for Lily were just a physical attraction because I'm attracted to younger women, but I was wrong. I love Lily, and I know my twin feels the same way.

Lily has been asking to go out for a long time, but Riley refused. That's how he is when he's obsessed with something, he wants to keep it all to himself, kahit pa langit at lupa nais nitong pagkaitan. I didn't stop him either because I also didn't want Lily to go to Manila, so there's no difference between me and my twin, we are both too obsessed with Lily.

I know Lily is getting bored, I can see it in her eyes, kaya lagi kongang ginagawa ang lahat para hindi ito mabagot. Bukod sa nais naming ikulong si Lily, nais rin naming itong protektahan. Ayaw kong makarinig si Lily ng mga masasamang salita galing sa mga mapanghusgang tao, baka hindi ko kayanin makapatay nanaman ako muli.

Umalis ang kambal ko, matagal narin kasi kaming namamalagi dito sa Compostela Valley, medyo nagkaproblema rin ang kumpanya, hindi naman pwedeng pabayaan ito. Umuwi rin naman ako saglit dahil may kailangan akong daluhan, at hinahanap na kami ng mga magulang namin, pero saglit lang iyon, bumalik kaagad ako, hindi ko kayang mahiwalay kay Lily.

Nang matapos kong mapatuyo ang mga damit, immediately picked out a pair for myself and one for Lily. We only dress Lily in a top, we don't put anything on her bottom, and she doesn't wear panties either. To be honest, we can afford to buy Lily all the clothes she wants, but we prefer seeing her without panties. Her middle part is addictive, we love seeing it all the time.

Nang pumunta ako sa aming silid, my eyebrows raised when I heard Lily talking parang may kausap ito, kaya agad akong pumasok. I suddenly cursed when I saw her sitting on my cellphone.

"f**k that phone!"I cursed, Parang may kausap si Lily na sigurado akong nanggagaling iyon sa cellphone, pero hindi ko lang alam kung sino, natatabunan kasi ng maganda nitong puwet.

"Little p, anong ginagawa mo?" Parang nagulat ito sa pagdating ko dahil bigla itong tumayo, kitang kita ko ang aking kambal na halos mangilid ang dugo sa mukha dahil sa sobrang pula, It's like I already knew what the jerk was doing, that's why Lily sat on my cellphone.

"Mahal, wag kang magalit ah,dinaman na ipitan ang cellphone mo " I softened up because of his frightened voice. He thought I would be angry papano ba ako magagalit dito , pero Kaibegan ko sa baba tumayo nanaman, palagi namang nakatayo ito pag nakikita ang katawan ni lily.

Hindi ko rin mapigilan ngumiti kapag tinatawag ako ni Lily na mahal, ang sarap sa pandinig.

"No, Little P., I will never get mad at you. Come here, dadamitan kita," malambing kong aniya dito. Kailangan ko na talaga itong damitan, baka makain ko nanaman ito ulit, mahirap na nakatanaw panaman ang gago.

Lily didn't hesitate and immediately came to me, so I dressed her. Lily and the milk really seemed to have the same color because of their extreme whiteness, making her even more adorable.

Every day, Riley and I restrain ourselves from claiming Lily, kaya wala kaming choice kundi mag-mariang palad muna. Masyado pang maliit ang pagkababae ni Lily para pasukin namin, kaya konting tiis pa.

quickly put on the clothes I dried earlier on Lily before combing her hair. Hindi ko hinahayaan na gumawa ng gawaing bahay si Lily, wala lang dapat itong gawin kundi maging masaya. We treat her like a princess, so we do everything for her, including bathing, feeding, especially during her period. We also help her put on sanitary pads.

"How are Mom and Dad, twin?" I asked Riley before picking up the phone and placing it on the phone stand so he could see us. My twin looked tired and sleepless, with tired eyes due to a lot of things that need fixing, especially in the company.

"They're looking for you," was his brief response. Lily just listened as I blow-dried her slightly damp hair.

Hindi na ako sumagot sa kambal ko dahil alam kong ganoon sila, lalo na si Mom. Ayaw nga sana nitong bumukod kami ng kambal ko, pero wala itong nagawa, lalo na kapag si Riley ang nagde-decisyon.

Nagdala kami ng babae noon, pero noon lang yon, pinili na lang naming maging tigang kaysa pagtaksilan si Lily.

My twin and Lily were just talking, and Lily was asking Riley many questions. She was curious about everything and became ignorant because of us, because of our confinement.

Lily finally learned how to speak, and when she first spoke, halos hindi na tumigil sa kakatanong,which we found more delightful .Hindi rin kasi tinigilan ni Riley si Lily hanggang hindi ito makapagsalita.

"Love, may mama at papa kayo, bakit hindi ko nakikita?" tanong ni Lily kay Riley. Pagkatapos kong patuyuin ang buhok nito, pinaupo ko kaagad sa kama. Minsan kolang nilalagyan ng pulbo si Lily, amoy baby parin ito kahit hindi lagyan.

"Soon, little one, you'll see them too," Riley replied. I left Lily in the room for a while and went downstairs to prepare her snack.

I just made a simple bread toast and juice, then quickly returned to our room. Bigla nalang sumilay ang aking ngiti ng makita ko si Lily na natutulog, ang cellphone naman nasa paanan nito, ngonit bigla nalang akong napamura ng nakabukaka ito.

Now her pink slit was exposed, I just placed the snack I made and slowly kissed her femininity before covering it with a blanket. I lay beside her and gently kissed her lips.