His Unattractive Wife

Chapter 11

I walked around looking for him and I finally found him in his study. Turning the pages of a document aggressively, he was wearing his spectacles and he just looked like such a perfect businessman in that moment.

He heard me come over and looked at me once before going back to look at his documents once again.

"We need to talk" I said.

"About your boyfriend?" He spat those words.

I rolled my eyes.

"He is not my boyfriend, Oliver"

He didn't even look up at me once which irritated me. Here I was, literally throwing myself at this man, for once in my life I was standing up and owning my emotions and now he was acting like a b***h.

"Will you just hear me out once? Don't my feelings matter too?" I asked, helplessly this time.

He looked at me and his eyes softened. I sat on the chair opposite to him. He was so intimidating behind that table.

"Evan is a nobody. I met him after my team beat his' during my law debate a month ago. We went to a bar to celebrate and he was there. We just spoke and exchanged numbers. I only said yes to the date because I wasn't sure about what was happening between you and me. At that time, I thought he might be a good distraction from you. But after I returned here, I haven't even thought of calling him once. Hell I even forgot he existed until yesterday. Even yesterday nothing happened. We just drank and danced. And he dropped me home. That's all there is to it."

I saw him sigh in relief. I hated doing this whole explanation thing but I didn't want any misunderstandings.

He sat up straight this time and looked at me.

"What are we doing?" He asked, dreamily.

"I don't know" I said shrugging my shoulders.

"I mean I can't stop thinking about you, I can't stop thinking about kissing you...everywhere..." my body felt tingly all over when he said that.

"You're in my head all the damn time Sophie, you know how annoying it is?" He says as he gets up and walks over to me. I get up too, because I want no more than him to kiss me like I was the only thing that mattered.

He walked closer until my butt hit the table.

"I feel the same about you too. And I thought, I could never, and even denied it, but I don't know Oliver, everytime I see you I just want you to kiss me" I say looking away almost in disbelief that I said that.

Sometimes I think I'm just horny. Maybe he is too. Okay, stay positive Dammit!

He tucked hair behind my ear which I love.

His hands found my waist and he came closer to me.

"I don't want to see you with another man. I want it to be only me" he said and my heart fluttered. Why does he talk like that? I'm weak in my knees.

He picked me up and placed me on the table.

He lifts my chin up to look at him.

Before I could think of anything else, his mouth opens to engulf my lips and I automatically throw my arms around his neck. He tightens his hold around my waist.

"I want to commit to this marriage" I heard him say and that's probably the best thing he has ever said to me. My heart filled with warmth and I kissed him back passionately. My hands roamed everywhere over his back.

Our tongues fought for dominance until he took over and deepened the kiss. I hissed when I felt him biting my lower lip, which I realised he liked to do.

His lips moved down my neck and I shivered as he found a spot which made me tingle everywhere. Nobody ever told me love making would be this good.

I tensed as he opened the buttons of my shirt and buried his head into my breasts like he's been wanting to do that for a long time.

"Perfect" he murmed against my breast.

I moaned loudly when I felt him place kisses all over my breasts as he squeezed them both and I thought I would explode. He looked up at me and came back to kiss me again.

"You didn't answer" he said.

"What?"

"Do you want to be my wife Sophia Alvarez?" He asked looking me dead in the eye and I kinda made another mistake.

"Oliver, I'm not ready for s*x"

His expression changed. Oh crap. I need to stop assuming.

"Did you really think that I was doing all this for s*x?" He asked, he sounded calm but I knew he was pissed. I need to shut my mouth, sometimes.

"No. Okay it came out wrong."

"I'm never going to pressure you into doing something you're not sure of" he said as he moved away from me and I suddenly missed the contact. I wanted him to take me into his arms again.

"I know. I don't know why I said that"

"You like me, but you don't trust me?" He asked his hands in his pockets now.

I sighed. There it was. I trusted him as a person I trusted the contract and that he wouldn't betray me that way, but like as in a relationship? I don't think so.

"It's okay, I get it. You cant trust a person overnight. I'm going to earn it" he said smiling at me softly.

And I think that moment my heart felt like somebody just told me the happiest thing in the world. I have never had someone care for me so deeply, and to hear Oliver say that he would put effort to win my trust made me feel like I'm worth it.

"I'm sorry, Oliver. It has nothing to do with you, it's just hard for me to give myself completely to a person I barely know. I know nothing about you"

He thought about my words for a minute.

"Let's go on our honeymoon"

"What?"

"We can get to know each other. No pressure of any of the city, people, our work etc. just us. You have a vacation anyway now, unless...you don't want to."

"I like it."

He smiled.

"Alright." I said and smiled.

My smile turned sad when I saw him turn around and walk away.

"Oliver. Does this mean you won't kiss me?" I asked biting my lip. I don't know where I found the courage.

He turned around and chuckled.

"Do you want me to?" He asked slowly coming closer.

"I always want you to kiss me"