I looked over at my clothes now neatly placed in the cupboard. I was so confused about what to wear.
Oliver and I had reached the Bahamas this morning and right now it was 5PM and we decided to lounge out on the beach.
We were living at a beautiful, boho villa by the beach which is owned by Oliver. It's beautiful. It's private and not easily accessible. All the necessities and amenities are present, even enough food and ingredients to last us a week. Oliver said he wanted to spend time with me somewhere completely alone and here we were. If we needed someone like to clean or cook the main land was just a 20 minute boat ride so it was fine.
I went through my bikinis and regretted not paying much attention to it and leaving it to Anisha. Each and every piece was so revealing.
Honestly, I don't want to wear one. I'm too nervous. I'm very conscious about my body. I've never been skinny, I had some curves here and there and I had been insecure about it. And now all those insecurities were coming back. I remembered Anisha's words "People only see what you show them. If you're confident they see confidence, if you're insecure all they'll see is the insecurity"
I had never been intimate with anyone before. Life wasn't exactly great before Oliver and various struggles had made me lose interest and I only focussed on my studies and nothing else. This would also be my first time wearing a bikini.
I sigh and think. "It's Oliver and nobody else, I shouldn't be worried"
With hesitation I slip into the very hot black bikini and look at myself.
It's too hot. What was I thinking?
Just when I tried to remove it I heard Oliver barge into the room.
"Hey what are you-"
He stopped speaking and took in my appearance from below upwards.
I gulped and wore my bikini top back. His lips parted and he licked his lips as he walked to me.
"I was changing. Just give me one more minute"
I say and grab another bikini which seemed a little modest and make a run for the bathroom only to stopped by his hand.
"I think you should wear this." He teased.
His hands went around my waist and he ran his thumbs over my stomach as he looked at my breasts. He kissed my neck, my chest and buried his head in my breasts as I moaned and dig my hands into his hair.
"Oliver.."
I was enjoying this. God it is so hard for me to resist this man.
He kissed his way down until he reached my belly button which he licked and I gasped. He held my hips and looked up at me.
Seeing him kneel with his mouth right opposite my core had me moaning and it stirred something in me.
He kissed the cloth covering my core and I moaned. God, this feels so good. I parted my legs to feel more of him and he happily obliged my craving. I was disappointed and frustrated when he got up and looked at me seriously.
I felt his fingers enter into my bikini and I looked at him and bit my lip. This feels so good to me, I don't want him to stop. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I just badly want him to touch me down there. There is an unbelievable ache I feel that can only be relieved by him.
His fingers touch my bare skin and I'm almost about to fall but he holds me. He removed his hands and picks me up. I try to kiss him but he keeps dodging my kisses which is annoying me.
I didn't know he had something else on his mind.
He lays me down on the bed gently and kisses my forehead before settling between my legs.
He runs his tongue on my inner thigh in circles slowly approaching my p***y.
The anticipation is killing me. I know what's going to happen and although I told him I wanted to go slow, now I'm rethinking my decision. If this is how good it feels, I want him to do this to me all day.
I feel his fingers near my wet p***y lips as he pushes the bikini out of the way. My breath is hitched, I'm quivering and I can't wait for what will happen next. I'm in the most vulnerable position and it's very overwhelming.
I feel him run his tongue over my folds and I moan.
"Oliver.."
His tongue is relentless, he doesn't stop.
"God you're so wet" he says as I feel him encircle my c******s with his tongue.
I almost lift off the bed and he holds me down hooking my waist as I feel his tongue enter me.
Oh my god.
He steadies me as I try to move against him, desperately trying to find a release that I didn't know I need, but my naive body did.
He sucks on my c**t and leaves it loudly with a pop and he does it again and again and I feel the heat building up in me. I'm so close.
"Come for me, baby" he said as he sucks on my c**t.
My hands grip the hair on his head which I'm pretty sure I'm plucking it away now.
I moan, I whimper as I close my legs around his head as I feel myself very close.
And then I come, gloriously, screaming his name into the air as my body arched up.
I collapsed on the bed with my eyes still closed. I can hear my heart beating wildly, my breathing is ragged and I feel the most satisfied, ever.
Drowsily I open my eyes to see him sitting next to me smiling.
I feel shy immediately at what happened and look away.
He chuckles and pulls me into his arms.
"Did you like that?" He teased I just nodded blushing profusely.
"You're so beautiful" he says tucking my hair behind my ear. Although I don't believe it I dont want to spoil the moment.
"I've been wanting to do that since a long time" he says and I blush again.
He hugs me closer and kisses me hard on my lips and I groan as I taste myself.