Zalia I can't believe its been ten years since I last saw him, well at least physically. I miss him so much and everyday it gets harder not to go to him and explain everything. I love him, I really do. Not even years, thousands of miles and offers from some of the hottest men in the world could change that. I know you're wondering what would make me suddenly leave without telling him anything or not contact him for ten years but I had a reason. Nothing could justify what I did but at least I had a reason why I did what I did. I can't help but think about how this crazy tale all started. Ten years ago I shut the door after Nigel left even though I didn't want him to go. My parents wouldn't like to meet him here, it would mean we spent the whole night together, and seeing our co

