Now he knew the feeling. I was there. My limbs cracked until they became useless. I should be happy. Dahil noon pa man, isa ito sa mga piping kahilingan ko. That he would feel what it was like to beg for love and attention just like how I did. Pero nakakatawa dahil hindi ako masaya. Nasasaktan at naaawa ako sa kanya.
I left him crying and breaking into pieces. Hindi ko alam na iiyak akong muli nang ganito dahil sa kanya. Parang ibinalik ako sa nakaraan. Those nights I cried really hard for the love I thought would never, ever be reciprocated.
Bakit ba kasi ngayon lang, Iñaki?
Ipinangako ko sa sarili kong hindi na ako mahuhulog saiyo. I intended to keep that promise and bring it to my grave. You shouldn’t have nurtured the feelings like I did before. Masasaktan at masasaktan ka. At hindi
