Sa bawat luha ay tila mas lalong bumaon ang punyal na nakatarak sa puso ko. Pilit kong kinumbinsi ang sarili na tumigil na dahil hindi tama. Pero ang puso ko ay durog na durog para makinig. Ang panaghoy nito ay umaabot hanggang sa kaibuturan ko.
The night became darker and it loomed until invisibility my beliefs which illuminated my life for years. My tears tried to revive the dying roots but they weren’t good for them.
When I saw him walked away with tears in his eyes, it felt like my world lost its gravity. Something in me fell apart. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko maipaliwanag ang sakit. After all these years, after all the efforts to live without any trace of him, I was here crying like he still held a part of me. And I hated myself so much that I did.
I shouldn’t feel hurt. Dapat ay m
